her truth

made to feel like shit

The day Diego had to leave was very emotional, Diego early in the morning played a song and forced his daughters to watch given they had a huge television that sung remember me, for Sandra to have asked Diego if he could fix her car has she needed a reliable vehicle given he was the one who tapered with it in the first place she also wanted him to get out of the house, neither told the children what was going to happen, Sandra stayed clear of Diego, she still made him food, tried to be positive about this hole situation, she believed this would be the best thing for everyone had it was clear they could not sleep under the same roof any more. Diego was becoming more violent or trying to rape Sandra, she just couldn't deal with it any more and she didn't want the girls to see this.
Luckily by mid afternoon, her mother was able to return to make sure she was by her daughter's side has this was happening, they all ended up playing with the girls to keep them busy has Sandra was full stressed about this situation.
By the night, when Diego had to leave, he had gone upstairs and the garage to get all what he needed to place to his car, for Sandra to be to the living room to feel like shit, she didn't want this to happen, she didn't want her family to break like this, maybe it's Diego sought actual help, sought a therapist for himself and them this wouldn't have needed to happen, Sandra was at a loss of what to do any more, she was drowning in this relationship, she should didn't feel like she loved Diego any more, didn't help on how he treated her.
Sandra then looked to the side to see Diego go to the girls to give them really hard hugs, for Sandra to really start to feel bad. Diego then moved back to eye over them.
"Know daddy loves you."
Sandra made a really hard face has they said okay to then go with her mother to go and play, has they didn't know what was going on, Diego then turned to give Sandra a hate filled face to then turn to go place on his shoes to leave slamming the door, sandra got up to then go place on her shoes for her mother to go to her to place a hand to her shoulder.
"Don't. Just leave it alone."
Sandra signed.
"He's hurting, I know this is a bad part in life right now but I know things can get better."
Sandra then went outside, Diego placed his lap top to his car to then slam the door to turn to look over Sandra with a face.
"What do you want!"
"I wanted to tell you what my lawyer told me, I can't be in the room, but you can call on my dad's phone to talk to the girls, I'm not trying to take them away from you, I just don't think we should live together and....."
Sandra then shut up to eye over Diego has he laughed ruthlessly.
"You broke up our family, I'm forced to leave my home! My kids! You are such a bitch! I'm going to make sure you learn a real lesson here! I'm going to make you know what life is like without me, your cash piggy bank! I am going to take those girls away from you! Then I'll have you begging me to see them! They belong with me and not you, I didn't grow up with my father and I'll be damned if my girls will grow up without me you stupid cunt!"
Sandra's heart started to pound in her chest, the narcissistic mask finally fell from Diego's face, Sandra saw who he truly was, a man without a soul, he didn't care about Sandra, didn't even seem to care about there children, Sandra raised them, they bonded, she couldn't believe Diego would say all these things, Sandra knew right then and there, there whole relationship was nothing but a farce, it wasn't real, Diego never really loved her, he was all about money, greed and possessions, he didn't even call the girls by there names, just said my children.
Sandra started to tear up, the person she wanted to spend the rest of her life with was a monster, a person who she gave up her virginity too, a person who she gave up so many things for was nothing but a prick who only cared for one person, themselves, this shattered Sandra to her core.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then turn has she was not going to let him see her cry to walk back inside the house.
"Please take care of yourself Diego. You'll see Emily and Sarah soon."
"Pfft whatever, you Fucking dumb bitch;"
Sandra went inside to place her body to the door to breathe heavily to hear his Honda leave to then eye her mother who came to her.
"Sandra, are you alright?"
Tears ran down Sandra's face.
"It was all.......a lie....... You don't treat people you love like that, even when you're mad, I can't believe how stupid I've been over these years I.....I..... Mom please watch the girls."
Sandra then moved herself from the door to then go upstairs to look about the room to see what he didn't take to then grab some trash bags to clean house, she placed all his shit inside bags to take them to the garage for when he could come and get his things, she then all by herself took apart the bed to then place on her own that she had bought two days prior to be enraged, she felt so very stupid, she gave so much to that son of a bitch and for him to treat her like that when she was trying to be civil, she just couldn't believe it, Sandra wanted to grow old together, have more children together, but it was all a lie. It didn't exist, this really killed Sandras soul.
Once she made her bed and got all Diego's crap in the garage she laid in her new found bed to place her hand over her mouth to cry and hard has she didn't know things were indeed going to get worse.