her truth

hell keeps coming for me

On and off, Sandra had to deal with the restraining order, after there first hearing, her ex had his lawyer with him and now he was about to see the girls and his step dad was going to come and get them, but he had to stay away from Sandra, she was very worried about this, Diego had told Sandra many times he had an apartment in Mexico and he would take the girls down there, she tried to let the judge know about this but her ex acted confused and didn't know what she was talking about, then his lawyer made her sound crazy.
At the end of it, at least Diego would stay away from her, one night Sandra was going through her phone has it was the weekend he had them to then make a face, she had down loaded a dating app, she was feeling lonely and just wanted to talk to someone, after trying a few months back she went slow, most was a scam, she then happened against a profile to see the pictures to raise an eye brow, one of the pictures seemed fake but she decided to give it a try, Sandra widened her eyes has she got a quick response, Sandra then spent most of the time talking to them and asking a butt load of questions, she wanted to know everything, has she did think this was probably fake.
The next morning she yawned to then get breakfast going to then go to clean the whole house, her girls were going to come back any time now, once they were back, Sandra played with them to then when she can talk to this man. They had a lot in common and could make the other laugh, Sandra made sure to keep this away from her children, she didn't want to bring in another man right now, she also was irritated given her children told her, there father talked about the restraining order and he never placed his arms about her, this was not appropriate, but Sandra knew if she talked to him about it he would just lie, so unfortunately she had to let it go. The next week, Sandra kept talking to this person who made her start to smile again and even sing and dance, her girls were really happy to have this mother.
By the end of the week, Sandra had gathered her mother has she wanted to see the girls to be a bit irritated, Sandra ex had said something about her smoking, even though she always did it away from the girls outside, now she had to walk all the way to the mail boxes, Sandra didn't like that her mother smoked however she was very unsteady to her feet, she needed a cane to walk but she didn't always use it even though her father and her kept telling her to do so, my the end of the day a few days later, Sandras chef sister was coming to pick her up, given Sandra didn't feel too good, the anxiety and stress of the divorce was getting to her, Sandras mother got her things together to then go to Sandra who was to her phone to be talking to this man, for her mother to go to her to wrap an arm about to hug.
"I love you "
Sandra made a face, her and her mother had a bad past with the other, she just couldn't say that to her.
"Have a great trip down "
She then left for Sandra to then get up to go about to cook and clean, after she placed her girls to bed, hoping they actually stay in, she made a face to then go to get father's room for him to be sitting up has he was reading .
"Dad..... Can I talk to you?"
Her father looked over her.
"Yeah."
Sandra went in.
"Dad.... I've been thinking."
"On?"
"Well.....shirlie, she can't seem to walk right, I'm a little worried about how she gets around, and the person she lives with doesn't really take care of her. I was thinking about asking her to live with us."
Sandras father looked to her.
"Sandra, we really don't have the room for her."
"Yeah we do, for a bit she can sleep on an air mattress, she already does that, then eventually a bed, she was sleep in the girls room, and I can move the girls to mine, they can have there beds in there. I have plenty of room, we have a two sink bathroom. I think this would be best "
"Sandra, there is a reason why I divorced her. We can't live together. I don't think this would be good "
"Well...... I'm going to think about this and so should you."
Sandra heard her father signed has she left to then stop to sign herself to turn her head to look down.
"Mommy??"
Sandra looked over her eldest who came out with her blanket about her.
"Mom, I can't sleep by myself."
Sandra looked her over to then go closer to wrap an arm about.
"Okay. Come on."
Her daughter smiled and wide to then go with her mother for them to then go to lay down for Sandra to then welcome her youngest who then woke up.
A few days later, Sandra was coming home from work to feel so very exhausted, she then looked to her phone to see if going off, she eyed her father on her caller id she then answered.
"Yeah Dad? I'm on my way home."
"Sandra, I'm calling because I need to tell you, your mother has been in a bad accident, she was taken to the hospital."
Sandras eyes widened for her to pull off to stay to breathe heavily.
"What? What accident?"
"I honestly don't know, awisha called me, didn't give me any details, just told me that."
"Okay, I'm going to call her."
Sandra hung up on her father to then call her sister with shaky hands.
"Awisha, dad called, what's going on?"
Sandra gulped and hard has she heard crying to hear the news for tears to start to come down her face.