her truth

the lies keep coming and Stress

After the gal report, she said that the girls should stay with there mother and everything should stay has it should be, however she placed that Sandra needed to do some parenting classes and Diego should do anger management and domestic violence classes, Sandra was very relieved to get that report, but that wasn't the thing that placed her on edge.
She had to read what Diego was saying which was nothing but bullshit, he called Sandra a bag mother, she was never there, never cleaned, always went to clubs, was an alcoholic, said he worried over her mental status and such, Sandra even read what his mother had to say which was basically the same, she also said she didn't understand why they were divorcing she thought everything was fine, Sandra knew his mother was under delusions and was just trying to protect her son, has his mother saw a lot of bad things.
Sandra read everything to not really understand it all to then get herself and her girls into a routine.
She would go to work and had her father or mother watch her girls to come back to be there for them, cook, clean and play. She was also trying to get them into a stable bed time, which was Christmas lights all around the room given Emily was scared of the dark, to then also read them a bed time story even though Sandra was exhausted. The only main problem was her father's health, he suffered from depression and the inability to always be able to do things he wanted to do because of his age.
There were times Sandra had to take off work has no one else could watch her girls, Sandra really wanted to be a in home mother again however a job from home was a magical unicorn.
Nothing really seemed to pan out, there were also a lot of scams. The girls didn't like it either, they went with a mother who was always home to a mother who couldn't be home all the time and was starting to get really stressed, has Sandra still had to do all the cooking, cleaning, taking care of her family, her father and now working, Sandra really didn't have any time to herself and in some aspect it felt like when she was still with Diego.
Sandra though pushed through, so when the girls did have there weekends with there father, that was all the rest she could really do has there father did have to pay the child support which helped her a lot to pay the rent, her and her father however we're starting to look at other places to move too given it was too expensive to stay and the stairs were hurting her father, he often fell down which worried Sandra to no end.
Then there came another problem, her father didn't want to spend money on a storage unit that he was paying for Diego to house all his car parts and there was a lot of back and forth, also sandra needed Diego to pick up all his cars from the drive way has many didn't work and they had been project cars, has a month went by, Sandra told the leasing office what was going on to also get Diego off her lease has he didn't live there any more. The leasing office tried time and time again but to no avail, he did sign one paper but not the other, with talking to them the leasing office was able to get around Diego inability to sign the documentation to then get him off which made Sandra happy, she then changed the locks has Diego was saying some very weird things that kept her on edge.
Eventually her father and Diego with Sandra was able to get Diego to pick up the cars especially after Sandra told the leasing office about them and she had to send a text message which pissed Diego off.
However Sandra gave him months and he still wasn't doing any thing.
One day he texted her father to let them know he was going to come to get them, Sandra went to the store has he said his time for her father to be inside to watch the girls who didn't want to go to the store has it was raining, to be nervous about this.
Sandra went through the aisles to think to herself.
Hopefully he got all the cars and when I get back I can actually park my car inside my garage. I really hate it got to this point but Diego you are such a procrastinator.
Sandra shook her head for her stomach to feel sour to then get what she needed to then go home with hopes for them to be taken away.
She was to the drive way to be eyeing forward to gulp and hard, Diego was there with his mother in the passenger side, with a tow truck right next to her, for Sandra to then take in deep breathes, she then watched has the car was taken for her to then turn left to go into another driveway to then go back to try not to look at them but to fail. They both looked really mad, Diego was on his phone not really paying attention and his mother was eyeing Sandra with hatred in her eyes for Sandra to start to feel really sick to then go into her garage to then get out quickly shaking to go in the back of her car to open the trunk to stand there for a moment to be curious on why they weren't leaving, she then started to think.
Should I invite them in to see the girls? Would that be the right thing to do? I don't like this. It's hurting me, hurting Emily and Sarah. I just don't know what.....
Has Sandra thought she then was clouded with a memory of Diego telling Sandra his mother wanted to punch her. Sandra shook her head to then close the garage door to then grab the groceries to place them inside. She did not want the girls to see there grand mother hit there mother. The whole thing made Sandra feel very upset, but there wasn't really anything she could do.
Making a healthy meal, Sandra had to excuse herself to the bathroom to throw up, has this was killing her nerves and made Sandra feel very anxious and worried.
Sandra then looked over herself in the mirror to then eye down to wrap her arms about herself.
This is for the girls, Soon the divorce will be over and things will get better...... Right?