her truth

overwhelmed leads too......

Has days started to go pass, Sandra had to deal with a lot, the court crap, her ex's crap, her father's health issues, the girls, Emily's schooling, the day care, her job, her family, everything just started to become so very over whelming for Sandra.
She then had to take a second job has her first was not paying enough, it was something her one older sister set up.
Sandra after dinner watched her girls to become sad, all she seemed to do was work and leave her children with family, Sandra missed being able to be a stay at home mother and to be there for them, the girls also didn't like there mother to work and Sandra tried to explain to then has to why she needed too.
After only being able to play with her girls for awhile she made sure her father was in good health for her to leave her children with him, to get him taking to her about his depression, suicidal thoughts and a lot of other things Sandra wished she could help him with to then get him also saying he didn't know if he could watch them or not, unfortunately Sandra had no one else and her father was to be fine.
Sandra then had to leave to watch the girls stand to the garage door for them to be waving for Sandra to wave back to then back her car out to then leave through the garage to have the door shut to watch has they kept waving for Sandra to tear up.
She missed her girls like crazy, she wanted to be with them all the time, however she couldn't, Sandra needed to work.
Sandra then left to do her second job which was delivering food to people, it was very long just to get what she needed.
After her last, Sandra started to think about everything she needed to do when she got home, like clean the house, get the girls to bed, she then started to think about her financial problems, then started to think about her life problems, she then started to think about how all this was impacting her girls life to start to take in deep breathes to make a face, her stomach growled, Sandra didn't eat anything before this shift has her anxiety that was there because of her ex and her life right now wouldn't let her do so.
Sandra hungry drove home to then call her father.
"Hello?"
"Hey dad, everything going good with the girls?"
"Yeah, I let then have tablet, Emily is holding it and Sarah is watching."
Sandra rolled her eyes .
"Dad, we talked about this, I want the girls to be active not always on tablet."
"There fine Sandra, my breathing started to get bad, needed to lay down."
Sandra nodded.
"Okay well I'm about to be home."
"Okay see you then."
Sandra then hung up the phone to flex her jaw in irritation. This was something she always had to talk to her father about.
Going home, Sandra went into a lane to be waiting to be drumming her fingers to the wheel to sign, she hated to be stuck in traffic, she also was hungry and wanted to see her kids.
Sandra then turned her head to look down the lane to see no one, to see a truck coming about 2 miles away, to then go and quick to then feel herself being pushed to the wall, Sandra started to scream has this was scaring her, for her to then be stopped for Sandra to be taking in deep breathes to look forward at that truck who was stopped, she then took in deep breathes to be shaking to notice she just got into an accident, gulping, she then got out of the car to go around to shake her head, her one side was just gone, the guy from the other truck came out to look at her for Sandra to then grow in anger.
"What the fuck! You sped up! I had my turn single going for two fucking minutes! You destroyed my car you asshole!"
The guy rolled his eyes for Sandra to scoff to then go inside the car to first call her father to then call the police, after a few minute wait, police arrived to help Sandra and the man get off the freeway to get them to a parking lot, Sandra had to explain to the police what happened to Make sure they knew it was not her fault, she then asked if they could help which they couldn't, Sandra called her sister Brita and her husband for help has she didn't know what else to do.
They came after Sandra stupidly called her ex to tell him what happened, has she only had the one car, she was asking him if she could have the one car that he had bought for her when they were together to hear it didn't run, which wasn't so surprising, he then asked to come over to eye the car to see if he could help, Sandra reluctantly said yes has he was the only mechanic she knew who could possibly help.
Going to get house, her sister and her husband helped for Sandra to be in a state of shock, she couldn't stop shaking, had to be a mom also which was hard after the accident she went in.
Sandra then let her sister know she called her ex and that he was coming over to see the car, outside they kept talking for him to come in his mother's van for Brita to look to her.
"Are you going to be okay?"
Sandra looked to the van to then eye Brita.
"I'll be fine. He is just going to look at the car. I don't have money to get another one. Really out of options right now."
Brita looked her over with a face.
"Still think you shouldn't have called him. He could use this against you."
Sandra shrugged.
"Will see."
Brita nodded to then start to go to her car for Sandra to follow.
"Just don't go in his car."
Sandra rolled her eyes to shake her head..
"I won't."
They both then watched Diego come out, for them to eye the other.
"Just be safe and let me know what happens."
Sandra nodded to then move back to watch her sister go to then eye over Diego to now know something that shouldn't have ever occurred did, and this is the first time she is talking about it.