NAYKOOK, DAHMIN, & TAETZU 1️⃣🥃 one shot [ Book 2 ]

Should I Die? - Nayeon

A/N: this could be like a recap for my first chapter in my first bangtwice one shot, if you didn't see that or read, I will make it for you cuz I will make a recap

NAYKOOK

I just cried in the floor right now after I receive a hard slap from my mom after hearing my sweetest unnie is already died and my nanny just keep caressing my back right that I didn't stop from crying and I just hug her and she did the same

"N-nanny, i-is it true? My unnie left me already?" I said through my sobs

"Y-yes nayeon-ah" nanny said and it was made me burst in tears and start crying badly on her shoulder again

It was giving me another hurt and pains, that was really stab my heart by hearing the news that will broke your world

Unnie, my friends, and nanny is only who loving me

My friends was not always there for me because they all are busy, nanny is also busy sometimes with my parents who doesn't love me since mom and dad accuse me that I'm the reason why the child on mom tummy died

I know it's not the only reason they start hating me, since birth

They really hate me, I didn't know what I did to them, I just being a loving daughter for them, is it the reason that I'm not really like IU unnie? Who have a lot of honors and awards that she get since she start studying? That I only graduate without an honors

I tried to be a perfect daughter for them, but it's hard, it's really hard for them to accept me that I'm also their daughter, but I can't get mad at them because I love them even they doing this to me

There's also someone who really hates me now, my bestfriend AKA my sister fiance, that was my crush since we are little

We are childhood friends with my friends also who is not here with me

He is jungkook, our childhood friend

Who only looking for IU unnie because she really type of Perfect person, she can dance, she can sing, she is flexible, she can rap, she can draw, she can paint, and she was really type of person that was PERFECT

that's why there's a lot of people loving her and confessing on her, but only jungkook who wins her heart

It was hurt me a little, yes

But I accept it immediately, I think it's will be easy, but no...it's really hard that you always saw them being so lovely couple and being so sweet at the house that I giving them a juice or some snacks and also when I joining them to have some movie night together, I look like a third wheel person to them

Mom and dad gets mad at me, because I didn't told them that I found that unnie have a stage 4 cancer just earlier and she really died in my arms earlier and my parents found her unconscious in my arms that I keep saying that wake up but she didn't wake up and I really saw how mom and dad really cares for her more than on me

That's why when I'm so sick, only nanny who is taking care of me

I start to feel that no one loving me, but my nanny, my unnie and my friends are there for me even they are not sometimes beside me to comfort me that I really need

But how Im gonna do? I'm so different to IU unnie, our similarities to each other that we are siblings

I'm not perfect, I'm not pretty, and I'm not talented person like unnie

Soon, everything will be fine, but how?

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It was IU unnie last burial and we all here wearing a white and holding a white rose that I saw mom didn't stop from crying besides dad and jungkook was only at the side wearing a shades and I know he also crying