Sebastian and Rachel One Shots (Smytheberry)

159. Let me be the judge of that

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Rachel was in the female bathroom looking at herself in the mirror above the basin more specifically looking at her nose in the mirror after Finn who can't dance had hit her in the nose just two days ago. Rachel was looking at her nose and she was becoming more and more nervous for her operation on her nose. As she stared at her nose she was upset and wondered why the glee club especially Mercedes wasn't on board with her like Quinn, Santana and Brittany are getting a nose job because all of them except Puck and Sam make fun of her and make cruel remarks about her and her nose, especially Santana, and no-one except Puck and Sam tell her off not even Mr. Schue tells her off.

Rachel didn't even tell her dads or even her boyfriend Sebastian about what she was planning to do, as she knew that her dads and also Sebastian would talk her out of it, something she didn't want to happen because in Rachel's argument it's her nose and she can make the decision herself, she has even ignored Puck and Sam's pleas of wanting to change her nose

Rachel was waiting for the alarm on her phone to signal so she could leave for her appointment so she could have Quinn's nose, and she was about to pull the bandage off to check the bruise on her nose thanks to Finn, she had heard

"Don't do this Rachel. Please. You'll regret it." She turned to face the female bathroom door and saw her boyfriend Sebastian standing there at the entrance. Rachel looked at him and said

"You shouldn't be in here Sebastian, get out" Sebastian walked over to her and said

"Relax Jeff and Trent are standing guard on the outside to make sure no-one comes in here, and you think I like getting a call from my girlfriend's best friend telling me that my girlfriend is at the doctors clinic and thinking about getting a nose job to look like blonde Barbie who only thinks about herself. Now why in the world would you want to look like her Rachel?" Rachel kept quiet and then she said

"because she's beautiful, it's my nose and Kurt had no right to tell you." Sebastian shook his head and said

"Q is fake, everything about her is fake, yes it's your nose but I love your nose, and lastly it wasn't Kurt that told me it was Nick, who happened to be at the doctors the same time as you." Rachel was once again quiet, and Sebastian said

"Why didn't you tell me, why did I find out from Duval and not you?" Rachel folded her arms and said

"You wouldn't understand Sebby." Sebastian gently spoke

"Try me. You think I don't have insecurities I do. My big insecurity is that I worry you'll wake up one day and decide that you don't love me anymore and you'll go back to Finn. So try me Love, why didn't you tell me?" Rachel took deep breath and said

"Because I was afraid, an because I know I'm not beautiful enough for you Sebby." Sebastian took her hand and pulled her close to him and said

"Let me be the judge of that, not anyone else. Rachel you are beautiful, so beautiful. I could look at you all day and never get tired. When we were talking about our future last week and wanting kids, I want a little girl with you who has your beauty from head to toe including your nose. You are enough for me." Rachel hugged Sebastian tight.

Sebastian kissed Rachel's hair and said

"I don't want a fake, and I don't want someone who looks like Blonde Barbie. I want you  Broadway, your nose and all Pretty Girl." Rachel listened to Sebastian's words and said

"Okay." As she said that her phone chimed, and she it was time for her appointment. Rachel pulled apart the hug to turn off the alarm and said

"We should probably go, so I can cancel my appointment." Sebastian smiled widely having done his job, and held his hand out for her to take, which Rachel was hesitant in doing so because no-one from her team knew about them. When Sebastian sensed her uneasiness he said

"If anyone says anything, I'll defend and protect us." Rachel took Sebastian's hand and allowed him to lead her out of the bathroom and walk towards the exit of school building with Trent and Jeff to go to his car. As they walked out Rachel at her boyfriend and said

"What you said earlier Sebby, about your insecurity I want you know that will never happen. You're my future not Finn. I just want you." Sebastian lifted her hand to his lips and said

"You're my future too Streisand." Sebastian squeezed her hand and said

"Also, if you ever feel like that you need to change something about yourself, please come to me Rach please." Rachel nodded her head, and Trent then turned to Rachel and said

"Or else one of us Warblers will find out and tell Sebastian ourselves." Rachel blushed and said

"Okay, I get it."

After they finished at the clinic Sebastian took Jeff and Trent to Dalton and then Rachel home where her dads were away, and Rachel had invited him in and she lead him to her room where they cuddled on Rachel's bed.

Rachel turned and saw Sebastian looking at her and she was confused and said

"What's wrong Sebby?" Sebastian studied Rachel's face, and studied every detail about it as if he's remembering what she looks like. Sebastian carefully lifted his hand up and traced her facial features and said

"How could anyone make you want to change any of this?" Rachel was quiet, she didn't have answer and Sebastian continued

"If you ever feel like you have to change something about yourself while being with me then I have failed as a boyfriend and a man for not making you feel more than enough as you are." Rachel was speechless, she leaned forward to kiss him and said

"I love you." Sebastian cuddled Rachel tight and said

"I love you too."