Sebastian and Rachel One Shots (Smytheberry)

7. The reason why I loved singing- Part 2

Sebastian's POV

I walked out of Dalton and walked around Ohio. Nothing mattered to me anymore. I continued walking and ended up at the Lima Bean. I walked in and ordered my coffee.

Once I had my drink I sat down at one of the tables, and started drinking it. It wasn't the same. I leaned in my seat and thought maybe I lost my love of coffee as well. I was about to give up, but I then remembered the promise I made to my mum and now also Nick and Jeff.

I used to love singing and performing, where did the passion go. I was about to leave the Lima Bean, when I saw Rachel walk in.  I knew in my heart that I had to talk to her. Tell her everything that has happened. I watched her, and she then turned and she saw me.

She was walking over to me, and stood behind the chair across from me and said

"May I sit?" I nodded my head and she then said

"I didn't think you were coming back." I sighed and said

"Niether did I, but I had to." She nodded her head in understanding and looked down. I stretched my and out and put my hand over hers and said

"Me leaving to Paris 5 months ago, wasn't because of you, it was because of me, and also my mum." She then looked up at me and said

"I figured." As she said that, she got up and was about to walk away, and I then said

"Rachel, wait." She stopped and turned, and I then walked up to her and hugged her, and thats when I told her everything.

I told her about losing my mum, yelling at my dad in frustration because of what happened to my mum, I told her about giving up lacrosse and the warblers, I told her about not caring if I was benched the whole season for lacrosse or if I was in the background in the warblers singing and how everyone annoyed me.

After I told her everything, she looked at me and said

"You love singing and performing, as well as lacrosse." I sighed and said

"I did, but I don't know what happened, I just lost my passion and my love, heck I don't even love coffee from the Lima Bean anymore." As I said that, she hugged me and she then took my and walked me somewhere.

We walked for hours until we were at McKinley highschool, once we got there I mentally cursed Nick because of where I am. We entered McKinley, and we reached the auditorium.

Rachel lead me to the stage and once we reached the middle of the stage, she let go of my hand and I said

"What are we doing here Rach?" She smiled sweetly, and said

"Whenever I need to be reminded of why I started singing and performing, I come here." I smirked at her wording and she said

"Not like that you perv."  She rolled her eyes and said

"I mean, there are times where I want to give up, and stop singing, but when I'm on this particular stage, I remember why." I looked at her curiously and I said

"Why do you love to sing and perform?" She smiled at me and I swear my heart skipped a beat. And she said

"When I sing, I forget where I am, I picture where I am happiest and I sing to the person that makes me the most determined to get away." I nodded in understanding, and she then said

"Close your eyes." I closed my eyes and she continued

"Take 10 slow deep breaths." I did so and she then said

"Now open your eyes." I opened my eyes and she replied

"Do you feel relaxed?" I nodded my head yes. She smiled and she said

"I'm going to play the piano, I want you to stay relax and let the music take over you, it will help with words." I watched her and she went to the piano and she started playing it ever so gracefully. I closed my eyes as I heard the sweet sounds of the piano.

Rachel
Oh,
Wait a minute before you tell me anything, how was your day?
'Cause I have been missing you by my side, yeah
Did I awake you out of your dream?
I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep

As I heard her sing, I found my voice

Sebastian
You calm me down
There's something 'bout the sound of your voice
I'm never, never (never as far away as it may seem)
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off

As I sang I thought of my mum and i thought of Rachel

Rachel/Sebastian
Paris, London, Tokyo
There's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)

Rachel
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Babe, it won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone).

I heard her sing and I just sang my heart out thinking about the two most important girls in my life... Rachel and my mum

Sebastian
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
(Girl I'll be thinking about you)

Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls that know my name
But don't you worry, 'cause you have my heart
It ain't easy to keep on moving city to city
Just get up and go
The show must go on so I need you to be strong
I'm never, never (never as far away as it may seem)
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off

I opened my eyes as I sang and I walked over to Rachel, and sat next to her as she sang

Rachel
Paris, London, Tokyo
There's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
And I can hardly take another goodbye

Our voices blended well together, I smiled as I sang, and I started to play the piano as I sang

Sebastian
Babe, it won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
(Girl I'll be thinking about you)

As I was singing, I was starting to remember why I loved singing, and why I loved performing, and it was thanks to Rachel why I remember

Sebastian
Oh
Wherever the wind blows me
You're still the one and only girl on my mind
No, there ain't no one better (worldwide)
So always remember (worldwide)
Always remember, girl you're mine

Rachel/Sebastian
Paris, London, Tokyo
There's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Babe, it won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)

As we sang, I stood up, held my hand out for Rachel, and once she took my hand, I lead her to centre stage, and I started dancing with her.

Sebastian
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
(Girl I'll be thinking about you)

Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls that know my name
But don't you worry
'Cause you have my heart

As we finished singing, I hugged her, and said

"Thanks, Rachel." We pulled apart and she said

"What for?" I held her hand and said

"I got my love of singing and performing back." She blushed as she saw me holding her hand and I knee these feelings weren't one sided, and I then kissed her. She surprised me in kissing me back, and when we pulled apart she told that I was her reason for singing. I caressed her cheek and I said

"You're the reason I love singing." I hugged her again, and I realised my mum was right, I did find the reason why i loved singing and performing afterall... The reason is: it speaks the words I fail to say, and speaks the words that my Rachel needs to hear from me.

A/N: I don't own Worldwide... That song belongs to Big Time Rush