Levi X Reader A mission worth dying for

Chapter 34

"L-L-Levi...!"

"What? I thought this wouldn't surprise you, but you're in total shock." Levi murmured, as he stared dead straight into my eyes. I'm mentally dying, yup, dying. But hang on, now that I get a closer look, Levi's eyes are blue. Ha, never noticed. But no! He is too close for comfort!

Levi's P.O.V

Should I? My gut tells me I shouldn't, but my heart tells me I should. (y/n) face was extremely red at this point. My hands were pinning her wrists and I could feel her trembling. Dammit! I want to kiss her...

I moved my face closer to hers, and our noses are basically touching. She was breathing heavily, I'm probably just making her uncomfortable.

"Levi... I can't take it..." (y/n) murmured, as she turned her head away. It caused our lips to brush against each other. I felt my face grow warm, and I knew she was aware of what just happened too. Oh, what the hell, I have to tell her some way or another.

~ I pulled her wrists up and threw them past my head, causing her to fall into my chest. I wrap one arm around her back and one caressing her head. I felt her breasts press against my chest, which isn't helping my heart beating. (y/n) lifted her head and looked up at me with her blushing face.

"Levi...! What are you-" I interrupted her by pressing my lips against hers. She let out a gasping moan, which caused me to hug her tighter. (y/n) stepped back which made me step forward until her back was against the wall. ~

"Levi!!" Shouted (y/n's) voice. I opened my eyes and realized that I was still pinning her against the wall, and all that was just my twisted fantasies. Great, I'm becoming just like this brat. I released her wrists and stepped away.

She stared at me as she was rubbing her wrists. I didn't bother saying anything, as I went to finish preparing dinner.

Your P.O.V

What as that? He just spaced out for a minute... I turned away and covered my mouth. His lips touched my own... Oh god...

"L-Levi." I spoke up.

"What?" He blurted, doing his best not to look at me.

"I can handle that, you should go wash up. I promise the bathroom is clean." I mentioned, trying to brighten the mood with a smile. He looked at and I noticed his cheeks were a light shade of pink. He must be embarrassed about what happened too. He let out a small sigh and walked past me to go wash up. I continued on with making dinner.

About 30 minutes later, Levi and I were at the table eating dinner. Nothing special, just a basic meal but still satisfying. Levi and I remained quiet most of the time. I couldn't stop thinking about earlier. It wasn't an official kiss, our lips just touched, so why am I so worked up over this?

I remembered what those men said before. Levi Ackerman... Is that actually his name? I want to ask, if I don't it'll just hurt my brain more. I cleared my throat and looked directly at him.

"Levi." I spoke up. He averted his eyes toward me.

"Hm?"

"I, um... Can I ask, what's your last name?" I answered, as my nerves were making me feel sweaty. His eyes widened, and he adjusted himself on his chair.

"Why do you ask?" He asked, in his cold voice. It's just like the first time we met, in Erwin's office.

"Because I want to know. I think I already do, but... Is your surname Ackerman?" I asked. Levi remained quiet for a moment.

"Yes."

I let out a gasp and I covered my mouth. So, it's true...

"I'm so sorry..." I murmured, looking down at my lap.

"Huh? What for?" He questioned, giving off a look of confusion.

"I must have bothered you when I brought up the family name, I'm so sorry. I acted like I knew what I was talking about, I must have offended you deeply. Levi I... I'm so sorry." I explained. Levi let out a loud sigh and crossed his legs.

"Relax, you didn't upset me or anything. I was surprised to the fact you knew so much. If you really want to know, I haven't got a clue what the Ackerman bloodline is about. I only had my mother with me and she never spoke of it." Levi explained.

"I see... Your mother?"

"Kuchel." I gasped.

"What... was her name...?" Levi asked, in a disturbed voice.

"I don't remember. I think her name was Kuchel."

That's why he stormed out that day... Why he looked so shocked.

"I'm so sorry, I acted without thinking..."

"Stop apologizing, it's fine. Anyway, you mentioned that she took care of you for a while, mind explaining that?" Levi asked. I looked away for a moment, but I couldn't remember a thing.

"I can't say. I don't even remember, I only know so much as from what father mentioned." I replied. Levi let out a sigh.

"Well if I could recall, I think I remember a small brat living with us for a while. Maybe that was you." He mentioned.

"So, you think it's possible we met each other before?" I asked, feeling my heart beginning to race.

"Most likely. If you remember my mother than I doubt we wouldn't have crossed paths." Levi replied.

"I do remember small fragments, but nothing that would make a clear memory." I mentioned.

"What do you mean?"

"When I found out your last name, I remember a boy leading me by the hand. It's caused by triggers. Whenever I feel depressed, a voice starts speaking to me, saying really negative things. It's why I've been feeling sick and fainting too. I don't know if it's my insanity or someone actually said that to me." I explained. Levi lowered his gaze away from me.

"You say triggers? Like if an object from your past or someone."

"Yes exactly. When we arrived here, I remember a lot of things. But they don't last forever."

"I see. Maybe we should try to recover your memory." Levi suggested.

"Do you think that's possible?!" I asked, nearly spitting my words.

"I do. In fact, let's start here." Levi reached his hand on his trouser pocket, pulling something out. "I do remember carrying this with me ever since I was a child. I got it for one of my birthdays. I think I remember that you and my mother made it for me or bought it for me." Levi explained, holding a tiny but beautiful jewel.

A sudden blast of pain shot through my head. My head was overwhelmed with a throbbing pain. It caused me to shoot up from my seat, but immediately collapse onto the ground.

"(y/n)!! What's wrong?! (y/n)?!!" I heard Levi's voice as he lifted me off the ground and shook me. My eyes began to close, and my consciousness slipped away.