Levi X Reader A mission worth dying for

Chapter 60

(A/N) Woohoo! 60 chapters already!! Hope ya'll enjoying it! Be sure to leave a vote and comment if you enjoyed! 

I ran in and threw a swing towards Eren. He moved his arms up to block, but I hit him which sent him falling back.

"Gugh!! What the?! How did you learn to do that?" Eren asked, as he sat up from the ground. I giggled and stepped back.

"One thing you gotta remember about me, I grew up in the underground." I mocked, as I placed my hands on my hips.

"Dammit..." Eren stood back up and regathered his composure.

"Remember when we used to spare like this when we were kids?" I asked. He looked at me and nodded.

"Yeah... You were really mean."

"Haha! Come on, you were just really weak! You gotta be aware of your surroundings, especially after regaining your human form!" I explained, as I ran in for my next attack. I threw my next punch and this time he blocked a bit better.

"That's something I was wondering. How did you managed to remain conscious after getting out of the titan?" Eren asked, as he staggered back.

"Dunno, guess it was due to me remaining in control of myself. Anyway, never hesitate! No matter the enemy, you strike down when the chance is open!" I called out, as I kicked Eren in the thigh. He let out a groan and collapsed to his knees. "Get up! The titans aren't going to stand and wait for you. They will kill you no matter what! I learnt that the hard way! They don't care if they know you, or whether or not you are family, they will kill you when they get the chance." I explained, as I threw my small attacks at him.

I was holding back but still, it was pathetic of how weak he was being. The only way to get him to bite, is if I bite.

"You swore to destroy all the titans, right? Right after your mother died?" I questioned. Eren let out a gasp and stared at me in shock. "You aren't doing a good job, you keep letting yourself be kidnapped, and because of you, people die. Everyone puts their lives on the line for you. You are supposed to be Humanity's hope, and this is what you give us? A weak little kid who cries over his dead mother!" I yelled out.

Eren lost his cool, as he stood up and charged towards me. I jumped back a few times, but he was faster than before. He threw a punch and I blocked with my arms. He punched me, which sent me flying a few meters back.

I grinned and gained my composure.

"You honestly think that was enough? Please, I've copped worse from Levi himself." I mocked. Eren growled and sprinted towards me again. He threw a punch, this time hitting me in the face. I fell back onto the ground.

"(y-y/n)!" Armin cried out. I narrowed my eyes and saw the others standing there. I noticed that he wanted to jump in and stop Eren, but he knew that this was training for me as well as Eren.

I sat up and wiped my mouth.

"Is that honestly the best you got?" I mocked, grinning. Eren clenched his jaw and glared at me with fiery eyes. "If you're not careful, you'll end up as someone's dinner, kinda like how your mother was..." I murmured.

I don't know why I'm saying this, maybe it's my determination to make Eren stronger. Pushing him over his limits. It's worked before.

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!" Eren bellowed, as he pinned me down and began punching me. I blocked him once, punching him in the gut. He fell back, and I quickly rolled up to my feet. I was breathing heavily, as blood ran down my cheek. I touched the area and my cheek stung a little. I assume he cut my cheek when he punched me. I had a bloody nose not to mention a bloody lip. Eren had bleeding from his mouth and his face was covered in bruises.

Before long, our wounds healed, and we stood up again. During our fight, it began raining and we were soon soaked.

"Stop it! Please stop fighting!" Armin cried out. We both looked at him and he had an expression of worry.

I let out a sigh and stepped back. My shirt and pants were covered in patches of mud, not to mention my face.

Eren stood there huffing and puffing and it looked like he wanted to keep fighting. I turned away and began walking towards Levi, when suddenly, I heard running come from behind and I felt myself being tackled to the ground. I face planted in the mud.

"I'm not finished! It's your fault the squad died! I wanted to fight Annie, but you wouldn't let me! And because of you they all died!!" Eren bellowed, as he yanked at my head again.

Ouch, of all the things he could say, this has to be the worst. So harsh, and yet I agree. If I let Eren transform sooner that day, the others may still be alive.

"My fault huh? Well, if you weren't an arrogant little kid, your mother may still be alive too!" I bellowed, rising to my feet. I elbowed Eren in the jaw, causing him to fall back, with a mouthful of blood flying. "You are so weak to let yourself be kidnapped twice! Not to mention stubborn! You never want to listen to anyone but yourself. You are a weak little kid that is the cause of humanity's downfall!" I bellowed, as I kicked him in the stomach.

I stepped back as Eren coughed up more blood. He glared at me and stood up, facing me. We were about to take another step forward, when suddenly I felt myself being grabbed from behind. I turned my head and saw Levi there.

"What are you-"

"That's enough, (y/n)." Levi said. I looked over and saw that Mikasa and Armin stepped in front of Eren to stop him. We turned away and walked off.

We went back inside, and I was soaked head to toe, covered in mud. I remained silent as I knew how Levi would react.

"What came over you back there?" Levi questioned. I let out a small sigh.

"Honestly, after a while I don't know. I guess when we were fighting, I got defensive and just began spouting out those horrible things." I explained, as I ran my fingers through my soaked muddy hair.

"Is that so? Hm. So anyway, you are filthy so go wash up, brat. You stink." Levi ordered, as he pointed at the door of the bathroom. I didn't bother to answer, instead I shrug my shoulders and make myself to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and made sure to lock to the door this time.

I undressed myself and threw my dirty clothes in a basket. I stood under the showerhead and turned it on. Hot water went through my hair and over my body. I rinsed the mud out of my hair the best I could.

I began scrubbing my body and then stood there for a moment.

What happened to me back there? Nothing like that has ever happened. Why did I say those horrible things?

"Because those were your true colours."

"What does that mean? True colours?"

"Your true feelings were released. You see, after all the trauma you went through, your personalities are all over the place. Each time your memories were taken, your personality changed. Sometimes you were as good as they come, some you were the worst of all. They are still around. Some may call it 'Multiple Personality Disorder' But they merged into one and that's why you have these sudden outbursts."

"How do I make it go away?"

"Hehehe, silly girl... You can't. This is who you are, and this is who you will live to be. You see, I am you. I am the real you. You are just a fake, monster. It's only a matter of time before I regain my real body..."

"No way... I will not let that happen."