Taylor Swift Imagines Book Three (gxg)

you think she loves her fake boyfriend more than you

Your heart dropped when you read the headline. It's just another one on the overflowing list of headlines lately of Taylor and her "boyfriend" Nick.

It's a completely PR relationship, but obviously, the rest of the world doesn't know that.

You've been secretly dating Taylor for several months. You stay at each other's places almost every day. You're practically inseparable.

You were about to reveal your relationship when this PR drama began. Now, you're forced to date behind closed doors.

Taylor has assured you many times that she has no real feelings for this guy. She only loves you. But it's hard to believe when there's photos of them holding hands and kissing almost every day.

You heard your front door close and Taylor sigh as she made her way to the kitchen where you were. You were making a nice dinner for the two of you but you've almost lost your appetite now.

"What a long day" Taylor sighed as she came up behind you and wrapped you up in her arms. She felt how tense you were and she was immediately worried. "Everything alright?" You turned around to face her. "I honestly don't know anymore."

You let out a heavy breath and handed your phone to her. The article was already loaded up for her to see exactly what was bothering you. "I'm sorry y/n. I wish I could stop this stupid pr stuff. I hate it as much as you do."

She went to hug you but you pulled away. "I don't know if I can do this anymore, Tay..." You saw the pained expression paint her face as the color quickly drained from her skin. "What? What do you mean?" You turned off the stove and crossed your arms over your chest.

"It sucks, Taylor! It sucks having to see you all lovey-dovey with him. It sucks not being able to go out in public with you and kiss you and hold your hand the way he gets to. I know that pr is a normal thing in your line of work but it's not easy. I hate having to keep everything between us behind closed doors. I hate that I'm so happy and so in love with you and that I can't even tell my family or my friends because you have this pr thing with him."

You paused and let out a sad sigh. "Just tell me one thing. Please tell me honestly. Do you love him more than me? Do you have real feelings for him?"

"What? No. God, no. Not at all." She said as she stepped closer to you. When she was close enough to reach you she grabbed your hand and held it tightly in hers. "Y/n you are the only one that I love. You're my girlfriend and I love you more than anything. I hate this pr thing so much and I'm trying anything I can to get out of it. But even if I can't, it's supposed to end soon. And as soon as it does, I'm not holding back any longer. I just need you to hang in there with me for a little while longer. Just a few more months. I'll make it all up to you as soon as it ends."

She promised and stepped closer, lifting your chin up and leaning her forehead on yours. "I know it's not easy and I hate that you have to go through this, too. I understand if you can't take anymore and you wanna end things. I just want you to remember, that at the end of the day, who do I come home to? I come here to you. Not to him, not to anyone but you. Because I only wanna be with you. I love you with all my heart."

With every word she said, she never broke eye contact with you. You smiled at her as she reached up and tucked a lock of your hair behind your ear. "I love you too, Tay. I'm sorry I got so upset I'm just afraid-" "Shhh. No need to apologize. It's okay, I get it. It's not easy on me either. Sometimes, I'm afraid you'll walk away. You and I both know there's a life out there where you don't have to hide anything from anyone."

You shook your head at her and lightly brushed her lips with yours. "There's nothing better than being with you and I'm never leaving. I just needed that reassurance. I love you too much to ever leave you." Taylor pulled you in for a light and loving kiss. "I love you, darling. I'm absolutely amazed by you. You know that?" You chuckled and leaned your head on her chest. "I love you too."