ok ok so
this is avery triggering topic and i dont want to trigger any of you ok so dont read if you are ok?
ok so lets get started
we were learning about anorexia in health class today ( i get easily triggered so that was very hard for me )
but anyhoe
one girl raised her hand and goes
"i have anorexia bc i want to be skinny."
mr. dickie said: "ok do you starve yourself?"
"no."
"make yourself puke?"
"no i just want a thigh gap lolz."
everybody else was like "ya lolz me tooz."
are you fucking kidding me?!
she has none of the symptoms.
she has a perfect life.
a good family.
rich.
a good size clothes.
everything you can dream of.
and she wants a thigh gap.
tbh i think thats so fucking stupid because first of all:
i hang out wth her most of the time and after she eats she doesnt make herself puke. doesnt self harm.
i have been over to her house for a week straight bc we were best friends. she has a great family. i have even checked with her that she never self harmed.
i admit that she is bisexual and we dated once and told me everything about her ( we are still great friends though but thats another rant ) and she was that person that was basicly perfect.
but yet, she faked being anorexic for a week. for fucking attention.
this is one of the things i have been hospitalized for.
almost got sent to a psychiatric hospital for it.
nobody found out but my family and the girlfriend i have now. ( ily if your reading )
and yet she gets all of the attention for it and having anorexia i wad BULLIED.
she got positive reactions.
i fucking didnt and i almost ended my life about it.
see the fucking difference?
*super long rant sorry*
-riley
