I got bullied yet at again but at school and i was being hit and punched BY FOOTBALL PLAYERS and it's never been this bad and I hurt everywhere. The teacher came in and asked what was going on and the football boys said I tripped down the stairs bc we were right by a stair case. Then THE TEACHER WALKED OFF AND DIDNT CARE. I'm glad my teachers hate me.... But ya I feel worthless.
I'm not an attention seeker. I swear. But I'm just going to say one thing: so much blood...
So tomorrow I have honor band auditions tomorrow and I don't know any of the music so I won't be on much today or tomorrow. I'll miss you guys.
I always freak out about playing in front of people idk and they scare me to no end but it'll be okay I guess. This time I am going to try my hardest to get in. I just hope they other flutes will help me bc I will be the youngest... Oops. But I'm scared. Please wish me luck.
But now for the good:
Josh saw the hate and he yelled at my ex friends and then he texted and called me apologizing. So sweet.
He'll be at the honor band tomorrow auditioning. Yay.
He doesn't know that I got beat up today but I'll prob have a ton of bruises tomorrow but I don't want to tell him. He will just tell me it's okay when it's not...
But I guess I better go practice for honor band. Bye bye xx
~julia
