disorder....

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yesterday l was talking to my dad about PE, my mom finally picked up the doctors note.

im supposed to give it to my teacher but i don't wanna piss her off.

anyways i was telling my dad about how many asthma attacks I've had in the past 2 months.

he was like "Well you aren't normal y'know, you can't do things that everyone else can do."

i think that really hurt me because its true, I can't jump rope, skateboard, ride a bike, run. I can't even be happy without having an asthma attack.

but the reason why i am not "normal" is because i have disorder called cerebal palsy. I have problems of movement and posture.

they wanted to try to do a surgery to fix the way i walk, but that's up to me.

when they asked, I said no because wjat if something goes wrong, I won't be able to walk at all. I'd rather live with the pain.

I don't know why I have the disorder.

I was born a whole two months early though.
my birthday was supposed to be August 4th.

say i went to disneyland like right now. after long periods of time, I would get tired of standing and my muscles in my feet would start spazzing.

ive tried getting shots when i was a baby, they helped correct my feet but i stopped that because i used to have to wear casts on my feet. plus the shots hurt so much. i tried looking for the picture but i can't find it oh well.

but i guess i'm not normal according to my dad like any of you are.

-ashley

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