say i asked my mom a question and she's on her phone.
she doesn't answer, she's too busy to actually talk to me. and she wonders why i don't tell her anything or ask her for something.
i go to my grandma unlike my mom, my grandma actually listens.
then she yells at me because my seven year old sister blames everything on me.
she gets pissed off when you tell her something.
one time i told her something personal and she told my parents friends, my neighbors and my family.
i can't trust her with anything.
now im always in a bad mood because i feel lonely now and all. she gets pissed because i don't feel like talking and then she says im a brat blah blah blah.
if she only knew. my parents and friends are the reason i am not happy and that i cut.
then when im at school and i forget to turn things in to the teachers, one of them calls my mom and then she starts asking me where the work is.
i have a life yanno (not really).
or then she has a bad day at work or my dad is fighting with her, she takes it out on me. its not my fault your co-worker can be an asshole.
i feel not loved yanno. i feel like im only here to basically slave for her.
-ash
