the fact that i just went to my first therapy session, makes me feel like my parents have lost hope in me... they are so hopeless they made me go to therapy and talk with a professional. they wont even help me anymore.
therapy isnt the worst thing but before i know it everyone at school will hear about it, and i dont want to be that girl that is suicidal and has to go to therapy, but i am and I cant help that.
the professional lady made me cry and in the thirty minute session i only told her a few things, nothing that will even help me. i feel like a lost cause.
anyways, josh and i are still together. we have been together 12 days. we havent hung much but we text all the time.
oh and i am watching the big bang theory and its so hilarious and i am just waiting for the AMAs to come on.
im so tired. i havent slept well for like a month and its annoying bc i have huge bags under my eyes.
anyways, love you guys.
bye bye xx
~julia
