It's Cat hey
And before I start, I promise we'll cuddle irl someday, Riley.
Anyway, the past few weeks have been shit.
Like, two Saturdays ago, I was barely home all day.
Play practice is getting so intense, and we have our first dress rehearsal on Saturday and I don't have all my lines down or my entrances timed correctly and I need to fix stuff and we haven't even staged the bows yet and I'm frEAKING OUT
Also, I keep having all this bad stuff happen to me. So I went to the Pentatonix concert on Sunday (AVI MADE THE FLOOR SHAKE WOTH HIS VOICE) and while I was there I got a $30 shirt (which I got in a medium but it looks like a dress on me) along with a $30 beanie which I almost didn't get because they ran out of them before the concert so I had to wait until it was over to actually get it and my dad was elbowing these people who were trying to cut the line by coming in on the side instead of from the back.
Now, yesterday, I was packing up to leave school and I was like shit, where's my beanie? I thought I had brought it to school and I couldn't find it and I literally started crying because that thing cost 30 bucks and that seems like a shit ton of cash for a hat, not to mention it was from my first ever concert. So my dad was just like chill when he came to pick me up and we went home and I explained it to my mom and she was like look for it in school tomorrow. Then I got super pissed and I just went upstairs to my room and
It was on my bed the whole time.
Also, I got a 67 on my algebra test because I mixed up the directions of a line on a graph and so I got 4/12 wrong which managed to result in a shit grade.
I got to retake it (thank god for my math teacher) but the marking period ends tomorrow and I'm so terrified because I didn't check my grades once this quarter and I'm scared I'm going to get kicked of Student Council or not get Principal's List (the highest honors you can get on your report card) or get my high school scholarship taken away or something and RILEY I NEED A HIG NOW
Everything is falling down on me right now and I hate it. I don't know how much I'll be able to rant or update any of my other books next week because I'm literally going to go to school, get home at three, and then be back up there by four to get my hair done for the dress rehearsals and performances all week.
Hopefully, my history teacher will let the play people take naps in her class like she did last year...
I'm just getting really worried about everything right now. I really need some advice for how to handle all this, it just feels like too much to handle, and all of my teachers have said that fourth quarter is going to fly by and I don't want to mess up my eighth grade year.
Please help me.
