I'm just bored right now and I'm having out at 11 at night while listening to Calum singing 'Bad Dreams'...it's so bad but so good.
I love all of you guys do much. You have no idea how much I care about you, and how amazed I am that you care about me. Also, before you start freaking out, I'm completely fine right now, not feeling sad or anything. I just really want to tell you how much I appreciate you guys.
Oh God, English Love Affair...
Sorry, I'm getting off track. It's kind of stupid that I'm writing this right now because I'm always like "I'm so fucking alone *le sob*" blah blah blah...but it's kind of weird because I just realized Valentine's Day is in a little more than a week and its probably going to be the same in my class as it was for Christmas (I get one word gift while everyone else exchanged theirs through the entire first period of the school day) but I'm suddenly just like GUYS I NEED A FUCKING VALENTINE and someone acTUALLY RESPONDED (@americanmuke ily girl)!!! You guys are just awesome.
It's so amazing that we've built this little community work a book about our stupid everyday problems. Obviously, some aren't stupid at all, more terrifying or incredibly happy than stupid. I just want all of you to know that I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. You're done off the best people I've met in my life, you're funny, kind, just overall amazing. We all support each other through all the shit that's been happening in our lives. We rely on each other now. We all have virtual shoulders to cry on now. We have internet friends that we want to someday meet in real life. And maybe we will. Maybe in the future there'll be some awesome "Watermalum Spice Meet Up" where we just do some awesome shit (don't ask me what, we'll figure that out later).
I don't even know what this rant was about to be completely honest, or if it even qualified as a rant.
Anyway, I'm going to cry myself to sleep while listening to 'Unpredictable'.
Ily :)
-Cat
