hey, its julia and i would just like to say, this is probably the worst day to be on my period.
wHY DO CRAMPS HAVE TO COME WITH PERIODS? ITS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH THAT I AM BLEEDING OUT OF MY VAGINA!
I GET SO MOODY ON MY PERIOD AND I CUSS AND SCREAM NORMALLY. BUT SINCE JOSH IS HERE I AM TRYING NOT TO BE OVERLY EMOTIONAL BUT IT ISNT WORKING AND UGH.
josh bought me kit kats, my favorite chocolate candy bar thingy, and i hugged him so much.
right now i am cramping and laying in bed.
and guess what else. iM FUCKING SICK.
oh and i sort of yelled at him, but he just was like "its okay julia. calm down." and i told him to leave, but twist plot, he didnt leave, he just sat there caring for me. then i told him not to get to close cause im sick. and he's like "i am risking getting sick bc i want to be with my girlfriend through thick and thin." aWW
and then also, he was supposed to be at the play tonight, but he cancelled and told his understudy to cover for him.
This is our conversation after i figured that out:
"why would you do that?"
"you and sick and need a strong man, plus your parents are going to the play so they cant take care of you so i will."
"go to the play."
"Not until you are all better."
"I am all better, watch." *stands up, flexes.* *couple seconds later throwing up in the toilet.*
"I'm not leaving you here by yourself."
"why are you so insistent?"
"because if i dont stay you would think im a jerk."
"no i wouldnt. i wouldnt blame you."
"well i want to protect you from all evil."
"why are you so damn cute?"
"julia, i didnt know you cussed?"
"oops?"
Then he giggles. aND I MEAN FUCKING GIGGLED.
but right now he is getting me a water while i cramp to death on this bed.
its just us here, and im worried that my parents think something might happen...
but throwing up sucks when you are on your period because WHILE YOU ARE THROWING UP, YOU ARE ALSO BLEEDING AND CRAMPING AND EVERYTIME YOU THROW UP MORE BLOOD COMES OUT AND AS SOON AS YOU STOP THROWING UP YOU START REALIZING THE CRAMPS AGAIN. I AM THROUGH WITH THIS SHIT.
anyways, i love you and josh loves you.
oh, and thank you people who ship #joslia and we love you so much.
bye bye *waves*
