YOULL NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY (it wasn't something good)
i had come out of my math class walking over to my 'friend' when the office made the announcement that all choir and band students had to go to the band room so i turned around and went there instead thinking it would only be a few minutes. boy was I wrong...
he was talking about our trip to Knotts Berry Farm thats in 2 days and shit. It took longer than expected. when i got out of the room with my other friend, the campus was empty.
the friend that is supposed to give me a ride home since we carpool left. i had this major panic attack because this has never happened and I swear for a second it felt as if i was going to faint.
luckily i didn't. but i was so freaked out. I started crying (ik pathetic but its me) because i thiught i would have to walk home and just thinking about it made me sick. plus my house is pretty far from my school hence the reason why i carpool
then my friend from choir was trying to calm me down while looking through her phone to see who she could call. of course my friend i carpool with doesn't have a phone so i couldn't call her.
then my friend alyssa's grandma was like "just get in my car, i'll take you home". i don't think she wanted me to stand out there alone.
and thats how i got rescued by my friend alyssa.
so then i called my mom...thank god she wasn't mad. but i found out that the friend who i carpool with, her mom was pissed. because i guess her husband had gone looking for me. well at least he's not some cold hearted bitch.
my mom pays the woman to take me home not to leave me stranded at school.
do you guys think it was my fault? i wanna know because i honestly feel stupid and guilty.
-ash
