So this is something random that's been on my mind lately.
My mom really gets on my nerves sometimes.
Like a lot.
So the other day we were checking my grades online (which by the way I hate because I just want to see the grade on a report card or physical test) and we saw I have a B in science at the moment (fuck you Mrs. Robinson) and my mom was like "How did that happen?"
And then we saw I got a 57 on one of my vocabulary quizzes.
And so I started trying to explain why the grade was so fucking awful but my mom was like
YOU HAVE NO REASON TO GIVE EXCUSES DONT BLAME MRS ROBINSON YOU HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF WHY ARE YOU CRYING RIGHT NOW
yeah.
Okay, maybe I over exaggerated a little bit, but that's basically what happened.
I just wish she wouldn't be so fucking hard on me I mean come on I understand I was stupid and I didn't study for it like I should have but it was like the worst vocab quiz in history.
We had to know definitions and words.
I CANT MEMORIZE DEFINITIONS FOR MY FUCKING LIFE
I just hate that my mom only gets sympathetic when I start crying (and no I'm not doing it on purpose, I just cry really easily, especially when I get yelled at) I mean really cut me some slack woman I don't know any better I'm 13 YEARS OLD
*sighs*
I just really needed to let this out guys because this is the only place I can let out my feelings without being seriously judged (like I tried ranting on this instagram account I coowned and I ended up logging out of it and now o can't log back in and my coowner won't reply to any of my snapchats and she won't tell me the password or anything and my main instagram is glitching out and I can't post anything on it or like anything or follow anyone or comment of anything and I'm just very frustrated right now)
You guys are the only ones who really pay attention to what I have to say.
*sighs again*
I feel like I do these kinds of rants way too much nowadays. I'll stop for a while.
Love you guys
-Cat