julia here. i havent really been ranting much, so this may be a long rant...
Umm josh and I split around when i last updated (like two or three weeks ago)
he has a new girl, not like it matters. there are other fish in the sea.
half the middle school didnt even know that i was dating josh and theres this one guy who ive liked for like a year now. We kind of started dating 2 days ago and its swell.
dont ask me how i rebounded, like i was torn apart for 2 days, but i had more shit to deal with.
my family.
my friends.
a lot of stuff is going on honestly so i dont have time to cry over josh.
michael is tall and handsome and sweet and kind and yes. i know him a lot better and it just works for me i guess... so yeah.
my mom gave me a talk about how i am making josh feel bad but oh well, idc he fucked me up.
and i may seem like a mega bitch but i was blinded by josh. he could have any girl he wanted and he chose me. i didnt really know much about him...
but now i actually can talk real stuff with michael. school work, pain. geez, with josh it was all about him oops.
two days in, i got a bracelet from michael and it was the home made string kind. it looks like a four year old made it, but i think its adorable.
josh gave me nothing. we were together for like 2 or 3 weeks.
i feel like a mega bitch rebounding so quick.
oh and not to mention, rylee is in the hospital and im hoping she'll live. I also have another wattpad friend in the hopital and she's lost a lot of blood and is in a coma and im honestly scared shitless that neither one of the girls are going to make it.
plus i have a competition tomorrow. i really need to place or something(not like i care) the program im in isnt even fun anymore, i think im dropping out. oops. im a quitter.
anyways, i hope i dont seem really bitchy and stuff but i prob am and i dont try to be so peace y'all x
i love you(i hope you guys still love me)
byeeeee x
