mikey can not be 19. that isnt possible. he is still a little boy learning how to be "punk rock". He isnt 19.... but he is and no one can change that.
Although, my history teacher told me that there are tons of alternate universes, and in an alternate universe, when michael is 19, i might be 19 also and we can get married and have kids. It really brightened my whole day actually.
anyways, today my friend just had to be sick, so I was forced to talk to THREE guys that like me... and its like, bruh i have a boyfriend and he isnt any of y'all. just saying. sorry...
just one more school day until i have all of next week out. yay.
im going to a concert this weekend and im excited. i will be away from my home town and in a big city. hopefully, we will do some shopping like my mom promised we would. itll be so much fun and no little siblings to get mad at. it will be quite awesome.
oh and my mom and josh's mom want us to babysit my siblings. they are paying josh and i each 25 bucks for this week. they are basically paying us to spend time together c:
i wrote "idiot" on my wrist and half the people that saw it were like "you arent an idiot" and im like "you dont even understand." THAT MADE ME SO MAD... they think i wrote that bc im all suicidal and shit, but honey it isnt that ITS FOR FUCKING MICHAEL CLIFFORD SO STFU B4 I KILL YOU. anyways, bruh people get on my nerves.
im just ready for the long break away from stupidity of school and towards the stupid boys called 5sos.
I have thanksgiving lunch tomorrow with my parents, but they wont be coming so I will be all alone and pitiful. I will just claim one of the parents as my own and call it good.
or maybe I will get to eat with josh and his family... I sure hope i just dont look too lonely bc that would be a nightmare...
anyways, i love y'all so much.
bye bye xx
~julia
