so im sure everyone has heard about that and stuff. im really worried. I know its just a first degree burn but imagine how insecure that makes him like im so sad for him. im so worried that people will make fun of him and stuff bc harmonizers were hating yesterday and people were telling him he should have died. this just makes me so mad. we are all human beings, stop acting like absolute monsters and honestly, don't hate on them back like that just ignites them to be more rude. just move on with your life and please don't make it worse.
he sprained his ankle, then he jumped into fire and NO MORE PYROTECHNICS PLZ OR I WILL SUE THE STADIUM try bubbles or water, not fire that's too close to the stage!
calum I guess go burned too?!?! if he did its amazing that he hasn't brought it up and would rather support mikey than bring up himself into this. he cares for mikey so much and I just love him so much....
wow I feel like I haven't ranted in forever. oh its Julia by the way. its been fucking forever.
there is just so much drama everywhere. like kdjfklfaklda idek what to think, what to do, what to say to ppl. like its so hard being in fandoms ppl have no idea....
oh and I went to an amusement park and they rode a water ride like 3 times without me bc I was wearing skinny jeans and on my period so no way in hell and then I followed them around the park all day and stuff bc we had to stay in group y'know. well my friend jolynn and I just followed everyone. we spoke up about a ride we wanted to ride so someone was leading us when THE OTHER HALF OF OUR GROUP JUST WALKED OFF TO THE FUCKING CAROUSEL like rude af I hate youuuu and one of them was my 'best friend' and like she just followed her boyfriend SNDF IT FUCKING PISSED ME OFF BC WE HAVE TO STAY IN OUR GROUPS AND I HAD BEEN FOLLOWING THEIR WHINY ASSES ALL DAMN DAY I AINT PUTTING UP WITH THIS FUCKIG SHIT HELLO IM A FUCKING HUMAN TOO YA KNOW? anyways, yeah so I really hate her boyfriend and I didn't want to be mad at her BUT SHE LOST MY RESPECT AND I WAS JUST OBEYING MY BAND TEACHER BY FOLLOWING THE FUCKERS ALL FUCKING DAY LONG. DSJKFJDKAL;JKFD FUCK I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH IM TIRED OF BEING THE NICE GUY LIKE FUCK YOU IM DONE. sorry just a tad bit mad but her boyfriend is a bad influence and she thinks she's in love but he's honestly just using her. ill just let her go on with it, there is nothting else I can do about it bc she doesn't give a shit about my emotions....
my birthday is in like a month and idk I don't feel like going to high school in august :(((
im done here and it felt nice to get it out ahaha
~julia
