So I sort of kind of just came out as bisexual to my friend.
SHE WAS COOL WITH IT GUYS
I don't think I've ever been more happy in my entire life.
I still haven't mentioned it to my brothers or my parents or anyone else, for that matter, because I'm kind of scared of what their reactions are going to be. My parents have always said that sexuality shouldn't matter, especially since I have a gay great uncle and my aunt's sister is openly lesbian (I went to her renewal of vows a few years ago, it was really nice) but I'm worried about my parents because they've forbidden me to date until I'm 16 and I feel like they'll be wondering where I got these ideas from.
Why does life have to be so complicated?
I don't know exactly when I'm going to come out to my family. I know it should be soon. I just pray that they'll be as easily accepting as my friend was. I don't want them pressing on it or anything. I want to be who I am openly, and I don't want to be afraid of myself. I need to start somewhere, right?
Please comment on this if you have something to contribute, guys. I've been getting a really small amount of comments lately, and I realize people are busy and all, but I really want input on this kind of thing.
I love you guys so much, keep being awesome :)
-Cat
