hi its julia.
                              guess whos fucking sick... ME.
                              we have a vacation in 3 days, and i may not get to go if im not well by then. we are supposed to be going to the water park AND I WONT BE ON MY PERIOD ITS A FUCKING MIRACLE except i may not get to go...
                              my brother and sister are so loud and they made my headache worse and im just so done with all this shit.
                              why do sicknesses have to exist damn it?
                              i cant even listen to music without giving myself a worse headache. THAT ISNT FUCKING FUN I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. at least i have wattpad x
                              ive slept more from 10am to now than i did last night...  and last night i actually got 8 hours of sleep.
                              WHY ME?
                              WHY TODAY?
                              WHY?
                              WHY?
                              wHY?
                              i dont want to miss going to a water park or even out of this fucking town. small towns get annoying after a while.. our mcdonalds is about to go out of business and its FUCKING MCDONALDS THOSE ARE FUCKING EVERYWHERE.
                              i just want to get out of crackhell (its actually blackwell, oklahoma yall)
                              AND ITS WINTER AND LIKE SIXTY DEGREE WHAT FUCKING DRUGS IS WINTER ON BC I HATE IT. I LOVE COLD WEATHER. THATS IT, IM MOVING TO ALASKA.
                              ooh and somebody was all trying to bash me for not being a real 5sos fan so we had to take turns saying names of songs and after she gave up i was still throwing titles out there and i annoyed the shit out of her. Thank God bc she was an annoying bitch. she knew twelve of their songs. they have like 40 and it was just hilarious...
                              people keep asking me if i have a kik or snapchat and im like "MY PARENTS DONT LOVE ME. I ONLY HAVE AN INSTAGRAM AND WATTPAD. I DONT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING FACEBOOK NOW BACK THE FUCK UP BEFORE I STAB YOU WITH A FUCKING PENCIL." << im normally not like that but after FOUR fucking times it gets a tad annoying...
                              anyways, i love you guys x
                              thanks for putting up with my cranky ass x
                              ily bby x
                              bye bye babes x
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  