WILL YOU GUYS HELP ME MURDER A BITCH? IM WEAK BC I PLAY VIDEO GAMES TOO MUCH BUT I NEED TO KILL HER SO I WANT YOU GUYS TO HELP!
so, let me tell you my story of why.
she is this popular prissy little asshole and she was in the play with josh and i hate her so much. she will literally make sure everyone in her clique picks on you if you get on her bad side.
anyways, three of her friends pinned me back against the wall. they are all in sports and lift like 50+ pounds a day. literally all i lift is a controller to my play station tbh...
i couldnt escape them, and each time id try id get slapped somehow.
anyways, josh came out and saw them and started yelling at the girls holding onto me, but thats when the lead bitch FUCKING KISSED HIM.
i just stood there crying and when they let go of me, i ran out of the room quite ashamed actually bc tbh i hate her and i couldnt see at a good view what josh looked like.
i know josh didnt kiss back but i still feel ashamed that the bitch kissed him before i did. it makes me feel like i am a shit girlfriend, but im just not ready to kiss someone yet... probably wont be for a while either.
oh and i got bullied today fyi. and not just by her. at school the jocks were all beating me up but a teacher came in and gave them detention, made them apologize, and then took me into the burses office. ONE OF THE JOCKS LITERALLY CUT ME ON THE ARM AND MADE ME BLEED BUT LUCKILY HE GOT SUSPENDED FOR HURTING ME AND CARRYING A KNIFE IN THE SCHOOL. the bad thing though was, they did a check on my stomach, and saw all the scars and i just ran out of the room.
and then this bitch kisses my boyfriend...
and also i found out one of my friends is bullimic...
oh and im locked in high school auditorium bathroom stall and josh is begging for me to come out but i cant breathe.
i hate my life.
just remember i love you.
bye bye guys. xx
~julia
