Could someone please explain why everything terrible is happening to me right now?
First I find out my new baby cousin probably isn't going to make it out of the womb alive.
Then I find out that my principal who I've known since I was 6 has cancer in her uterus and has to get surgery for it.
I know it sounds gross and you might be wondering why I know about it, but she wrote about it in our school News and Notes thing and just told us to pray for her and stuff.
It's even worse because earlier today one of the girls in my class literally said "I keep getting cramps when I'm not on my period, I think I have cancer in my uterus."
No.
Shut the fuck up.
Just stop.
And now I'm stressing out because I have orientation night for my high school on Thursday night and I feel like I'm somehow going to manage to fuck that up and add to my ever-growing lists of fuck-ups.
Does this sort of thing happen to everyone in their lives? Just a huge, long string of events that make you feel like you're being suffocated by every object in the world?
Because if it doesn't, I want to swap lives with every one of those other people.
Also, I have a newspaper staff meeting tomorrow morning (I'm an editor, but I hate it because I suck at writing nonfiction shit) and I still have to write a short little paper for that teacher that's constantly yelling at my class (there's going to be a rant on that in a minute) and that's due tomorrow and honestly I'm thinking about not telling my mom about the meeting just so I can relax and finish that shit in the morning.
*prays that she doesn't remember tomorrow is a Wednesday*
So yeah, I'll be back soon on here...I hate all of this shit.
-Cat
