so, julia here. my mom invited josh over for pizza and it was almost a disaster. my mom kept bringing up the bullying and josh just looked sorry for me and i really didnt want to talk about it but my mom cant take a hint, luckily enough josh can.
my mom said that josh can come upstairs with me as long as my little siblings come along. basically all he did was play with them, but i dont mind. he is so adorable with little kids tbh.
but then later when my mom goes to get groceries, i go and talk to my dad with josh and then eat the pizza we didnt get to eat earlier, and josh dropped his pizza on the floor. his face was so adorable and i cleaned it up and he kept apologizing with sincerity in his voice. I kept saying not to apologize.
i finish my pizza, but me being the clumsy person i am, only half of it ended up in my mouth, which was absolutely embarassing, but i cleaned up and he helped.
we dropped the pizza like 3 times, each and it was just funny.
when my mom got back we went back upstairs and hung out. we talked about our school day. I was finally able to tell him about the bullying.
i cried on his shoulder and i couldnt stop. i apologize a lot when i am upset and i kept apologizing. he kept saying it doesnt matter if i ruin his shirt, because he'll still wear it. He said "to show how strong my girlfriend is for surviving bullies." and i blushed and hid my head into his neck.
soon, we laid down and kind of cuddled into each other and watched disney channel. jessie was on at the time and it was just terrific.
we talked about honor band tomorrow and also the play he has to make it back for, and other pointless things.
he started looking around the room and saw all of my band posters.
he told me that he sometimes listens to 5 seconds of summer and his favorite song is end up here, and so is mine. i was so proud.
but then we got bored and pigged out on chips and arizona sweet tea.
we were both supposed to be practiving for honor band tomorrow but we were distracted... oops.
my dad popped us popcorn and we watched Friday the 13th. i wasnt very scared, but he was, so i snuggled into him. I was his little teddy bear I guess.
after the movie he had to go so he could practice a bit for honor band tomorrow.
he kissed my cheek and he looked at me
and
then
he
said
"I really like you. I just hope i dont do anything stupid to screw it up."
then i said "Ive been thinking that same thing."
he laughs and i sort of do too, but then when he leaves i felt a little sad.
My dad was like "you really like him dont you?"
and i just nodded my head, and he smiled before telling me good night and going to bed.
and then i go upstairs to see my siblings eating pizza on my bed and a huge pizza stain on my bed and i scream for mom and she sees and she tells them not to do it again and yells at me for screaming... cause she loves me so much *eye roll*
so my sheets are being washed and all i have is a comforter and pillows and the cold ceiling fan that if i turn off will make it blazing hot... so i choose cold.
well, bye bye guys. i love you. xx
im so glad this book reached 10K. y'all are extraordinary! xx
