Dark Lover ♡-- Bradley Bradshaw 'Rooster' x Dark Romance

Resentment

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. The chapter contains elements of toxic relationships and cheating – lot's of red flags, so trigger warning for that. Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Chase's Point of View ---

Rooster was right, having the warm water go down my body was calming, I did my best to breath deeply and try and get myself under control again.

After a moment I felt like laughing, not because anything was funny per say, I was laughing because of the absurdity of the situation.

When I first walked into the room at Fightertown and saw both, I never imagined – I mean who could have fucking imagined, that I would be fucked by them both. Letting both of them cum in me unprotected – that turned me on for some reason.

I moved my hand to my lower back and hips, feeling the ghost of Hangman's hands on my hips was intoxicating.

I took a moment to try and think over my feelings – more deeply than I normally do, I always seemed to put them together in my mind as one person, but they were two very different men.

I loved Rooster because of how caring and kind he was, he was playful and friendly, I knew with him I would be always taken care of, he would always put me first and no matter how far I pushed him, he would never leave me.

Hangman was the exact opposite, he was feral and wild, sometimes he could be so rough and mean that it frightened me, but I knew being with him I would be taken to places emotionally and physically I would normally never be able to handle.

I turned off the shower the moment I had the realization, if I had to pick it would be Rooster – he would make a wonderful boyfriend...perhaps more.

If I had to, I could let Hangman go, even though it would deeply hurt me. Maybe I needed time from Hangman to get him out of my system.

I walked back into the room – towel wrapped around me; I don't know why but I jumped when I saw Rooster standing in the room.

He gave me a bemused smirk, and let out a little laugh.

"Sorry babe, didn't mean to scare you." I took a moment to look closer at him, he really was handsome, he held up a cup.

"Vegetable broth." He set it down on the side table, I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him, he seemed shocked but after a moment he wrapped his arms around him as well.

I pulled back and reaching up I put my hand behind his neck and pulling him down for a kiss, I kissed him deeply and kept kissing him, he soon got more into it and kissed me deeper, after a moment he gently pushed me back.

"If you keep kissing me like that, I'm going to make a mess of you again... drink the broth – I'm going to take a shower."

He gently moved away from me and walked to the shower, I watched him strip down, he didn't notice that I was watching him. I couldn't believe that this stunning man – and I do mean MAN, he just seemed so male, he was mine.

When he stepped into the shower I turned and took the broth, taking a sip I smiled, it tasted wonderful.

--- Hangman's Point of View ---

I was on the top deck looking over at the other ship, I hated leaving her like that, but she had pushed me to hard, I wondered if she even know how much I wanted her, how much I desired her.

I wanted her so deeply, that I found myself slowly starting to feel deep resentment at her for it.