Dear Diary

Journal 107

Hey Retard,

You're dense. Napaka dense mo. Nakakainis rin pala minsan ang pagiging inosente mo sa mga bagay bagay.

I had a work in Cebu. I really like you to come with me. I always want you close. I know something is not right with me. I'm beginning to like you, hindi ko alam kung saan nagsimula at ayoko kong i-acknowledge yung kakaibang nararamdaman ko.

Buti na lang at may school ka kaya alam ko na hindi talaga kita masasama. Three days after that ay birthday na ni Mommy and I want to flight back early.

I tried though. Kaso nadelay ang flight namin. When I arrived at home ikaw ang gusto kong makita kaagad and not the birthday celebrant.

I was surprised when I saw you serving drinks to the guest. That's not even your job. there's a lot of people who would do that pero nakikialam ka pa.

So what kung marameng bisita, problema na yun ng mga hired waiters at di ka na dapat nakikisali.

I asked you to just stay by my side because you're my secretary. You sulk because of that. 

from my peripherals I know you're bored. you're not even interested on the conversation we had on our table. You just sit there, blankly staring at your food and drinking a lot of alcohol.

I really don't know what to do with you. mas nag-eenjoy ka pa sa pagseserve kesa ang nakaupo at walang ginagawa. I know you're tired with all the preparation before the event but you even chose to serve drinks. akala mo naman malakas ka. kung di kita pinigilan baka nagkasakit ka na naman.

Too late when I found out lasing ka na. for the second time nalasing ka na naman. you tend to do that if you have nothing else to do huh? you just drink and ignore all the people around you.

I think that's better than doing nasty things. Cause other girls tend to do that when they're drunk.

And one more thing sweetheart, you're so dense dahil kahit na obvious ng gusto kita sa paghahatid sundo ko sayo sa office at sa school iniisip mo wala lang yun. 

God Coryna! I really don't know what to do with you. Masyado mo na kong pinapahirapan sa pagiging manhid mo.

Your caring Boss