Dear Diary

Journal 103

Dear Retard,

I need an expert in getting you. so kahit ayoko I ask a friend of mine. She knows what a girl wants.

She really can't believe I fall for someone. She wants to meet you but I don't want too. Baka mamaya magkagusto pa siya sayo. She's a lesbian you know. Sayang coz she's a model. Lot of guys drool over her but she's not into guys.

Though she tried but nah! didn't work out. Sa babae siya nagtatagal.

Ayaw kitang ipakilala sa kanya but you always appears when I want you out of the scene. She recognized that it's you I like in an instant.

She said hindi daw ako mahihirapang mapaibig ka dahil sa titig mo pa lang daw sa kanya parang papatayin mo na siya. Nagseselos ka daw.

I didn't believe her at first but when I saw how you look at my door via my CCTV and the way you clench you fist as if you're holding a knife and stabbing on the table, I can't help but laugh. Haydie maybe right. You like me at nagseselos ka nga.

Haydie and I watched you on my CCTV screen and we both can't help but laugh in the way you're acting.

When I know you're pissed and wanted to walk out, I called you. I need days to think of what will be my next moved para mapaamin na kita na mahal mo na ko. Maybe 2 days will be enough for me to think of something or maybe more days? pero for now dalawang araw lang muna ang kailangan ko. hindi ko kayang malayo sayo ng matagal.

Haydie also wants to help. kahit daw hindi niya masikmura papayag siyang gamitin ko siya as my pretend GF or lover.

I didn't like that idea kahit na iniinsist niya yun. Pagselosin ka daw namin para umamin ka sa totoong feelings mo.

If you really like me or love me, alam ko masasaktan ka kapag nalaman mo na may ibang babae ako.

After all that I read in your journal, I don't want to see you get hurt. I will think of something. Just give me two days sweetheart.

Your Boss