Dear Diary

Journal 106

Dear Retard,

I didn't know how it happened. Nagising na lang ako na hindi na ako sanay na hindi ka nakikita. namimiss ko ang nakabusangot mong mukha sa tuwing naiinis ka.

Do you remember the time na pinatawag kita para pumunta sa bar kahit off mo? I said nasa meeting ako pero ang totoo kasama ko ang mga friends ko?

I never intended to ask you to come, but my day wouldn't be complete kung hindi ko makikita ang panget mong mukha.

nagtaka nga ang mga kaibigan ko nung dumating ka. sabi ko na lang secretary kita at may kailangan akong ibigay sayo kahit na wala. natawa pa ko sa itsura mo nung dumating ka. talagang akala mo business meeting ang pupuntahan mo.

hindi ko alam pero naiirita ako sa mga babaeng lumalapit samin ng gabing iyon na ginawa pa kitang date ko para naman iwasan nila ako. I'm not in the mood and I don't know why. Hindi naman ako dating ganito. I'm a party goer and never got tired being with different girls.

You know what happened that night? I bet you don't. Lasing ka na kasi. Well, Let me tell you the story.

The time I said you need to loosen up a bit because you're so stiff, You started to drink non-stop. Yes sweetheart you read it right! NON-STOP.

I just want you to enjoy because the look on your face is not what I expected. masyado kang masungit. but that's okay cause no one would dare to get near you dahil sa nakabusangot mong mukha except for my jerk friend named Francis who's trying to get near you but you just push him away. Nice one sweetheart.

All you did that time was just accept all the drinks he gave. That asshole! I almost punched him when he tried to kiss you. Kahit naman I hated you that time ay ayoko ng mga lalaking nagtetake advantage sa mga babaeng lasing.

I pulled you away that instant.

Buti na lang at alam ko kung saan ka nakatira kaya nahatid kita sa bahay. You can't keep your mouth shut during the entire ride. Alam mo ba ang mga sinasabi mo? hindi ko alam kung matatawa ba ko or maiinis sayo.

You even called me antipatikong malandi. You even stated all my girls name and what they did to you. I didn't know na may pinadampot ka palang isang babae sa mga guards. I missed that scene, sana andun ako, that would be entertaining.

The thing that really surprise me was when you point fingers on me. Saying profanities and giving me lectures on proper way to treat a woman.

you are really something Cory. You really are, because after all your preaching you puke on me. yes sweetheart you did.

Your Savior