Just A Text Away - A Camren Fanfic-

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"I'm a mess.." Lauren starts, to which Camila rolls her eyes immediately.

"Quit the bullshit, Lauren-"

"No I'm serious, Camila." She interrupts the brown eyed girl who's sat next to her on her cold, black, leather couch with a glass of red wine in her hand. "I'm a fucking mess. I'm a wreck. A chaos. I am destruction. I break everything."

"Epic." Camila replies drily, sipping her wine as she looks at her, a serious expression on her face. "Save the speech for someone else. Give me the real fucking explanation."

Lauren puts her glass onto the table rather forcefully. "I'm giving you the real explanation but you're not listening!" She spits, already running out of patience and power to run this conversation.

"You always tell me the same shit, Lauren." Camila replies easily. "I always tell you the same shit as well. I don't care that you're a 'wreck.' I like you. I'm in love with you."

Lauren scoffs. "You're in love with the idea of me." She mumbles underneath her breath, sitting back as she fidgets with the black nail polish on her nails.

Camila's head shoots in her direction then. "What did you say?"

"I said that you're in love with the idea of me." She said, repeating herself.

"Shut the fuck up, Lo. You know that's the biggest bullshit ever." Camila replies quickly as she slowly but surely loses her temper. She takes another gulp of her wine, which is already more than half empty as she rolls her eyes and places the glass on the table as well. "I think you must realise how I feel about you now, huh?"

"Must be exciting, being in love with worlds most famous singer.." Lauren mutters before taking a sip of the red liquid she'd already had too much of today. She feels Camila's eyes burn into her skull as she tries to avoid her gaze.

"If you're trying to push me away by being mean, it's working. You bitch." Camila says sharply, her voice lower than usual.

Lauren scoffs. "Good. Finally."

The two sit in silence then. Camila is trying her hardest not to flip out and jump at the famous singer and Lauren is trying her best not to start crying or break in the middle of the conversation.

"How was Europe?" Camila decides to ask after a few minutes of silence and wine sipping.

Lauren's neck turns towards the brown eyed college student and she raises an eyebrow at her. "Seriously?" She asks. "Smalltalk?"

Camila sighs before nodding. "Well you're not offering me an explanation, so-"

"I JUST GAVE YOU AN EXPLANATION BUT YOU KEe-EP INTERRUPTING ME!" Lauren's voice echoed through the room, cracking in the middle of the sentence.

Camila tries staying calm as she looks at the singer, finding it extremely hard not to become angry as well. "You always say the same shit, Lo." She replies as she puts her now empty glass down on the table.

Lauren sighs again as she gets off the couch, her empty glass in her hand as she stares at Camila and grabs hers as well. "Wanna know how my last week of Europe was?" She spits at the younger girl, who stares right back at her. Lauren wishes it would be easier to push the brown eyed beauty away, but the girl was way stronger than she'd thought.

"Mhm.." Camila hummed.

"It was great. I drank loads of whiskey, smoked piles of weed and did a shit ton of cocaine." Lauren replies honestly, sarcasm in her tone however. "Oh.." She adds, knowing that the next thing she's going to say will break the other girl's heart. She had to. "I had some amazing sex with this girl, Lucy."