5SOS Preferences and Requests (Part 2)

Apology

Hi Floppy Dishtowels.

I am so sorry that I haven't been writing for a few weeks. I've just been feeling so terrible about myself and I didn't want to write.

I'm sorry. It was selfish and I should've written.

I lost another "friend" in the same way I lost Anthony. I told her everything he said and did, and yet she threw it back in my face and hurt me.

If you watched the YouNow I did, my heart wasn't in it. I was arguing with her during the YouNow.

She didn't have time for me. She made plans with me and canceled at the last minute. She made me feel like it was my fault and brought up my mental illness.

It really took a toll on me and I wondered what was wrong with me. I wondered why I didn't matter to the people that mattered a lot to me.

I still wonder that.

I'm so sorry dishtowels. I miss you very much and I hate letting you down.

I promise I will write more. I promise I will be more involved. I'm so sorry.

I love you and I hope you all can forgive me.

Love,

Kenzie xx