You're Perfect (Bill Hader)

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Warnings: Mentions of transphobia, Reader is FTM

Y/N and Bill had been together for almost three months, and the media hadn't caught on to their relationship. Y/N was thankful of that because it gave him more time to tell Bill about his true identity.

He was transgender, but he hid that from the outside world. He didn't know how his friends and family would react upon hearing this.

He still dressed and acted like a girl around his friends and family, and he didn't want to anymore. He decided that he was gonna tell Bill the truth about his identity.

Y/N was nervous about telling Bill because he had strong feeling for him, and he didn't want Bill to hate him for showing him his real self. Y/N invited him over from dinner, and of course, Bill said yes.

A couple of hours later, Y/N was finishing up setting the table when he heard a knock on his door. He answered the door, and Bill smiled upon seeing him and pulled him into a hug. He pulled back and placed a gentle kiss on Y/N's lips.

"I've missed you so much, Y/N."
"I've missed you too."
"And, also, you look beautiful today."
"Oh thanks."

Y/N tried to not let Bill's comment get to him because he was wearing his girl clothes. He let Bill in and lead him to the kitchen table where their dinner was sitting. Y/N decided that he would cook for Bill instead of ordering takeout.

They sat down and began to eat as they talked about their day. Bill told him recent funny stories about the girls, and Y/N laughed at how much Bill's girls where just like him, comedy wise. Y/N told Bill about everything that he'd done to get everything set up for tonight.

They finished eating and placed their used dishes in the sink. They lingered into the living room and cuddled on the couch, watching Dateline reruns. Y/N's nerves were eating him alive, and he suddenly sat up on the couch. Bill gave him a look that was mixed with confusion and worry.

"Y/N, are you okay?"
"Actually, no. I'm not. There's something that I need to tell you, but I don't know if I can."

Y/N hung his head, and Bill wrapped his arm around his shoulder pulling him closer to him.

"You know you can tell me anything."
"I know. It's just that this is a huge part of my life, and I want you to know, but I can't seem to form any words that sound right. It would be easier if I just showed you."
"Well, show me then. This seems to be really important to you, and I want you to be able to tell me whatever."
"Okay, I'll show you. Stay here, please."

Y/N stood up and walked to his bedroom. He opened the drawers to his dresser and pulled out clothes that made him comfortable, and that people would consider to be boys clothes.

He took off all the girl clothe he had on and pulled on a pair of black boxers. Next, he put on his favorite pair of khaki shorts and belt, and he put in his binder. Then, he put on a short sleeved, black and green striped button up shirt and his favorite pair of black sneakers. Finally, he pulled his hair up and hid it with a hat. He took one last look in his mirror, and he was genuinely happy with how he looked.

Y/N walked out of his bedroom and made his way back to the living room where he left Bill. He walked into the room, and Bill's eyes immediately found him. Bill looked him up and down, taking in how he looked. Y/N took a deep breath and decided that he would explain everything to Bill.

"I'm transgender. I was born and raised as a girl, but I never felt like a girl. I always wanted to be a boy, and seeing myself dressed this way brings me so much happiness. This is my true identity, and I wanted you to be the first person to know. None of my family or friends knows this about me. You're the only one that know. I know this is a lot to take in, so I totally understand if you want to leave and think about how you feel, or if you want to break up-"

Y/N stopped talking when he saw Bill stand up and walk his way. Bill placed his hands on Y/N's hips and pulled him closer to him. Y/N looked up at Bill and looked into his eyes, waiting for him to speak.

"You're perfect like this. I'm not dating you because you're a girl. I'm dating you because you're Y/N, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I want you to be happy, and I can tell that you're truly happy with yourself right now. I support you, and I want to be with you."

Bill leaned down and captured Y/N's lips in a passionate, yet comforting kiss. Y/N wrapped his arms around Bill's neck, and pulled himself closer to Bill.

When air became a necessity, they pulled away and connected their foreheads. Bill pulled Y/N into a tight hug and pulled away, smiling at him.

"What're you smiling about?"
"I'm honored that you decided to tell me first before anyone else."
"You're really the only person that I care about, and you're opinion matters to me."
"Well, my opinion is that I think that my boyfriend is absolutely perfect."

Y/N smiled widely at Bill and pulling him into another hug. Y/N was really happy that Bill accepted him for who he was. He knew that as long as Bill is by his side, he can conquer any obstacle that cross his path.

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