Trapped in the beastworld

Sidestory- what to do

Before we begin i have created a draft for another story i took the chapters and will use them to continue with the story, i will not change the  first chapters but after those chapters the story will follow a new direction, this is gonna be a short story since what i wanted to do i will do in the other story, i hope you all don't mind, now lets get writing ;)

For all this time the beast goddess had been patient but still she was ready to find out more about her beloved, her teacher had done as she said and asked all those that had knowledge about the gods. While the goddess waited she learned, she liked to watch humans, she had been watching them for a long time, she was an observer and would most likely always be. She liked children and wanted her own but she had always wondered whom her parents where, how was she even created, she would ponder this subject for all time and never be able to get the answer she wanted.

She used her time to learn how to read and write better, she enjoyed every minute of learning, she wanted to learn about everything even if she might not understand it, the human world fascinated her, how they had evolved in such a short time, she just could not understand it, since she always stayed the same, she wanted to evolve and become better just like they did.

Months flew by and still the general had not showed his face, he only lurked in the shadows, afraid to touch, he had craved that young woman for such a long time but now that he finally got her, he was afraid, she seemed so fragile and meek, he wanted her to stay just as she was, he did not want to do anything that would change how he viewed her, he vented his desires on courtesans, they all had the same in common, they looked like the one he most desired.

Time flew by fast in her new home, three years had already passed and she had still not met the one that bought her, she was a little curious but still she did not dwell too much on it, she lived a happy life, she was spoiled and could have everything she desired except for the thing she wanted most and that was Apollo. Ling Er had searched wide and far for answers the goddess wanted and finally she received some information. She hurried back to the goddess to tell her the good news. The teacher told her that the reason why she had a hard time finding any information about the god Apollo is because it had been three hundred million years since he was worshipped, people had forgotten him and almost nothing was left of the time he had been worshipped. The goddess was crushed, what did than even mean, was he gone completely or was he still in his world but without any power, she thanked Ling Er and went into her room. She thought about how she had gotten in the human world, she had not realised it would take such a long time to get here, why was that? She had seen gods travel to the human world in a flash but why was she so slow? She was angry and frustrated, was he even still alive? She felt alone, all her hopes and dreams were crushed, what would she do now? Could she do anything? She laid on her soft bed and cried silent tears, she did not want to give up on her love, she had not even gotten the chance to meet him and now what could she do? Could she even do anything? She thought about it but she also thought how many years would pass if she would meditate again, why did she even like him so much? She had never spoken to him and he did not even know she existed. She sat up, feeling defeated, wanting nothing else than meeting the man of her dreams but how could that ever happen.

She liked the people that served her so she decided to stay and be with them until they had all passed, time went on and they all aged while she stayed the same. Her friend, Ling Er died in her sleep, she had managed to live to reach hundred and three years of age, it was her fortune to have met the goddess, she had without knowing helped the people she liked to live longer, after Ling Er died she was alone again. The goddess was preparing herself to meditate again when a young maid entered her room, she told her that the master wanted to see her before he went. She had lived a carefree life because of him so she owed him to bid him farewell, she was quick to respond that she would be right there.

The maid took her to another house far from her own but she did not mind, she had always wondered about the general that had bought her and because of him she had lived in luxury, if there was anything she could do for him she would, when they finally reached the home of her owner, they had been walking for more than an hour, still the goddess did not mind, she liked to see new things, she had not moved from her home since she had entered it, she had no desire to do so, she knew she would have plenty of time to experience something else so she stayed there and learned how to become better than she was and she had enjoyed every minute of it.

The young girl showed her towards his bedroom and then she left, the goddess walked inside, still as quiet as the day she had come to this world, she saw a very old man on the bed, she could see clearly that he was dying and that he did not have much time left. She could just feel it. She sat beside him and gave him a little smile, she felt a little sorry for him so she took his hand, he looked into the eyes of the woman he had been obsessed with since he first saw her, he smiled back at her. There were no needs for words, he did not have any to say, he was just so tired and he wanted to leave this world with her by his side, she did as he wanted, she stayed and held his hand. She cleaned him and made sure to hydrate him as best she could, he willed himself to live for five days, just so he could be with her longer, if only he had dared to truly make her his, then they would have left beautiful children in this world but he was just too scared, she was perfection while he was stained, he did not want to stain her, he wanted her to stay just like she was and she did, he hoped to be able to come back and be with her again, that was his last thought as he drew his last breath.

Now there was nothing left for the beast goddess, she could go and meditate and enter the realm of Apollo.

Sorry that its short, it's only going to be a short story, not that many chapters left, thank you all for reading my mess😂, im very grateful and i appreciate every comment and like i get, have a great day ❤️