Trapped in the beastworld

Part 121 ~ Sidestory ~ The beastgoddess

(Sorry im still very sick but i decide to upload this chapter since it was almost done, i will not edit it until i feel better, so im sorry for any mistakes that you see)

In the beginning there was no beginning, there was only nothing, there was no light nor darkness, it was just nothing. No colours existed, it was just nothing. There was no sound nor silent and that is how it stayed. Time did not exist but if it did it would just be countless of days of nothing. Then something was created, but the answer to whom created it would never be answered. In the nothing was finally something, it was a micro sand that a human eye could not detect, the small stone remained at that size for a very long time. The little micro sand grew bigger ever so slowly, if time existed it would have been trillions of years before it grew. The little sand became a small stone, then it became a little larger, its size grew just as slowly. The stone was round, it was at first see through but it had evolved and created something that had not existed before, they colour grey was the first colour to be seen and after that it was black. If time would fly by it would fly by fast since now the stone started to shake, there was something moving in the stone, fighting to get out but it would take a very long time for it to get out. Then it happened, the stone broke and inside the stone was the first child that had ever been born, it was a small female. Her skin was see through at first and would stay like that for a very long time. The child did not give out a sound, for it was sleeping, the infant slept for a very long time, and while it slept it grew in size and when the child finally woke up it was not longer an infant but a child of around ten years of age.

The child, did not know anything nor have any wants, it did not need to eat, which was for the best since there was nothing for the child to eat in the nothing. The child either slept or just stared into the nothing, it had no feelings nor wants, it just looked into the nothing without thinking about anything. It just existed, it was like it did not know what it was there for nor what to do. The child had never moved, it laid in the same spot it had been in since it came from the stone and for a very long time it did not move. The child grew and she got fairer as she grew older. When the child looked like a twelve year old girl it started to try to move. At first it was hard to get her limbs to do as she wanted, she had no control of her body but she tried, after the longest time she managed to control her hands, after she had perfected controlling them she decided to try to stand, it did not go as she wanted, her feet did not want to do as she wanted. Her feet had not moved since she was born so it was hard to control them, she finally managed to stand up after what must have been felt like an eternity but she fell down just as fast. She had never shown any emotions before but now she was frustrated and angry that things were not going as she wanted. She screamed out her frustration and thus something was created by nothing, she was the Big Bang, the creator of worlds without even trying.

She could finally walk but she had nowhere to walk to so she just sat back town, looking at all the worlds she had created with her anger. She was very fond of a planet where life had evolved. She watched dinosaurs be born and kept watching them until they became extinct. After a while she saw apes had evolved to her form, they called themselves humans. She liked watching them, she saw empires being born and she also saw them fall. She was fascinated by them. She saw that they worshipped god and because of their prayers they created the gods. The gods were the almighty and could be both good and evil. She had no understanding of of good nor evil yet, she liked to watch but she did not understand what humans stood for. She did not know any emotions the humans used. She had never had nothing nor had she ever wanted for nothing, she had been contend just being an observer of the worlds. She liked watching since she had nothing else to do but as she grew older she started to feel things she had never felt before and she did not know what she wanted, she did not understand what she was feeling. She was very lonely but she did not know what lonely was. She had not used her voice since she had created the worlds, she had known that her screams had something to do with what had happened and she liked having the worlds, she was thought that if she might use her voice again the worlds might disappear, so she kept her silence. It was like she was waiting but she did not know what she was waiting for.

When she was not watching over the humans she liked to watch the gods, they were very entertaining to watch. There was one god called Apollo that she liked to look at. She had learned from the humans what sex was and that was needed to have children. As she grew older she wanted to have a child of her own and she wanted Apollo to be the father of the child but she was stuck, she did not know how to reach the world of the gods, she had never left her nothing and she did not know if she even could so she just stayed there, alone, hoping that someday she might be able to reach the home of Apollo. She imagined them getting married as the humans did and then they would have many children, they would be just as happy as the humans, that was all she could do, she could only watch and dream, there was nothing she could do. She hoped Apollo would she her and rescue her but no one ever saw her, she was all alone in the nothing.

The chapter for the beast goddess story might be short, i hope you like it and remember it is unedited, ill edit it as soon as i feel better, thank you all so much for reading, liking and commenting, have a great day :)