Persona x Reader

Yusuke Kitagawa x Musician!Fem!Reader (P5)

Usually, the music room would be a comfort to you- a place of peace surrounded by the instruments you love so dearly. But as you looked at them now, a sadness took place instead.

"Wow L/n-san, your hands!"

"Huh?" You were taken by surprise at the sudden comment. 

Your classmate took your hand, looking intently. "Your fingers are all calloused!"

"Oh, right. That'll be from-"

Her friend spoke up. "Woah, I've seen a girls hand like that before. Guys sure, but you can see them having rough hands!" 

"I get what you mean!" The first girl replied, and the two laughed. 

You sighed. They didn't seem particularly malicious about it, only stating the obvious, but... Were your hands that rough?

Running your thumb over your calloused fingertips, a frown settled on your face. 

'Similar to a guy's hands',  you felt silly getting hung up about it, but the words continued to replay in your head. You didn't think that much about them, only the work you put into practising your stringed instruments. But now, you couldn't help it. 

The door opened, and you nearly jumped at the sound. A tall figure stood by, and looking over you could see it was Yusuke. 

"Oh, you surprised me." You laughed awkwardly, and instinctually clasped your hands together.

"You seemed lost in thought." Yusuke commented. "Something in your mind?"

"No, not... really..." You mumbled, shaking your head. "What brings you here?"

"We were going to have lunch, remember?" Yusuke reminded, and smiled. "I was looking forward to your homemade delicacies."

You must've forgotten. Feeling guilty, you looked at him apologetically. "I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean to forget."

Noticing your worried expression, Yusuke approached and sat in the chair opposite you. He noticed the sheets of music on the stand. "It's alright, I see you were immersed in your music. I can respect your dedication to the arts."

He meant it as a genuine compliment, but it instead you felt dreadful. Your change in demeanour didn't go unnoticed, and Yusuke tilted his head. 

"What is it? I can see something's amiss." He said gently.

You struggled to reply. It was so silly to even think about, Yusuke would think it was ludicrous you'd let a reason like this sway your love for music. 

At your silence, Yusuke studied you, until he noticed your clasped hands that had gradually tightened since he came in. He lay his hands over yours, and you twitched at the touch. 

"Yusuke?" You looked up to meet his eyes, and his were filled with kindness. 

"Tell me what troubles you."

You hesitated. "... It's stupid."

"I'd hardly think it is if it makes you this upset." Yusuke replied with ease.

Your eyes shifted to the floor. "Promise you won't think it is?"

"You have my word." He said, and you took a breath. 

"... Some girls in my class mentioned my fingers were all calloused, and..." You forced a laugh. "I guess it's not very girly right? Most girls' hands are soft, so holding mine must not be comfortable..."

When Yusuke didn't reply, you were reluctant to look up and meet his gaze. Once you did, you saw a frustration in his eyes; but not directed at you. 

"That's incorrect. How silly." He said sharply.

"Y-Yeah, I know-" You started, but Yusuke shook his head.

"Silly that those classmates of yours would point out such a thing as insult." Yusuke interrupted. "Your hands, and fingers are beautiful."

"B-Beautiful? You don't have to try make me feel better." You chuckled awkwardly, but it did lift your spirits a bit. 

"It's no lie. Your fingertips are proof of your passion for music, your love for it. I see no way that they could ever be seen as something unsightly." Yusuke spoke as eloquently as ever, but he was always genuine. 

His words made your stomach flutter. "You really think that? You're not... Disappointed or something?"

"Quite the opposite." He replied. 'I'm proud to call such a diligent individual my girlfriend."

And now, your cheeks burned. "Aw..."

"But, if my words aren't enough..." Yusuke continued, lifting your hands. You watched him quizzically. "Then I'll show you."

Your mouth fell open, stunned as Yusuke turned your palms upward and his lips slowly descended on your fingertips. He took his time kissing each one, and your face grow hotter by the second.

"Wh-Wha? Yusuke!?" 

When he had kissed all ten, he turned your palms again so they touched his and kissed the other side. His gaze rose to meet yours and you couldn't look away despite your bashful state. Although his lips were still on your skin, you could tell he smiled with how his eyes softened. 

He finally leant back, interlocking his fingers between yours. "Does that prove it to you?"

You could barely make out a reply. "Uh, I... um.."

Yusuke chuckled. "You're truly adorable."

Unable to properly speak, you instead closed your eyes in embarrassment. Yusuke took to stroking your skin with his thumb, which only worsened your condition. 

"Well, I think it's safe to say we've come to an agreement." Yusuke said with a smile. "Now, shall we have some lunch?" 

You managed to calm a little as you gave him the bento box, his face lighting up. Passionate as ever, he described the flavour and the perfection of the dish, which always made you happy. As you watched him eat, you could only think how lucky you were. A lot of students at Kosei though he was a little odd, but you loved that about him. 

"... Hey, Yusuke?" You called.

He looked up, chopsticks in his mouth. You giggled, and he put them down.

"Thank you." You said. There was much more you wanted to say, but hoped that he would understand your gratefulness with that. 

He seemed to, as he smiled back at you. "It's alright. There is one thing I'd like in return though, if possible." 

Puzzled, you blinked. "What?"

"I would like you to play something for me, you can do the honours." He replied. "Nothing relaxes me more than your playing."

Once again your heart was filled with warmth, and you nodded happily. "Okay!"

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A/N: Requested by @minqko !

It was a sweet request, hopefully I made it fluffy enough!