Trapped in the beastworld

Part 131 ~ Creating the beastworld

After killing her beloved she had no one to turn to nor did she feel like the gods world was her home so she went back to the only place that felt safe. She went back to the nothing. What awaited her there was nothing, no light no warmth just nothing. There she laid screaming and crying in her pain, her heart was breaking into millions of pieces that could never be put back together, she held her little baby bump, putting all her hopes on her little one but as she was alone in her despair, she started cramping. It was way too soon, she screamed into the nothingness, "please no" again and again but there was no one there to answer her pleas. She gave birth to her little baby daughter, she was still so small and yet not fully formed, she was not in her right mind but she held the baby close, telling her little baby how much she loved her.

She tried to revive her like she had done with the gods. She started to meditate to will her daughter back to life but when she opened her eyes again, her daughter was just ashes, her bones had even left her. She went mad in her fury and anguish, if it had not been for her husband and his lovers, her child would have been born alive, she cursed them, she would never trust any man again, they did not deserve the trust she had given them. In her fury she wanted to make a new world, a world dedicated to her daughter, there no man would ever betray another female ever again, she would make sure of it.

She went to work, to create a world to her liking would take a lot of magic and a long time but she did not care, she had all the time in the world in the nothing. She started to think about what kind of world it would be and what kind of creatures she wanted to make. She had seen the human world grow and evolve, she wanted something similar but not all the same. She had sworn of all men but she wanted to fuse men and beasts together since she had always been the protector of animals. She felt she would love them more if they were more beasts than human but she also wanted to honour her daughter so they had to be able to procreate and make more children. She wanted females to be precious so there would be very few females and a lot of males for them to choose. She wanted the females to have a harem, just like her husband had. In her world she wanted the females to rule and the males to be submissive to them. She let her anger and hurt rule her making and nothing would stop her making the world she deemed perfect.

She spent what felt like eternity making this new world, she wanted it to be the biggest world that had ever been created, she wanted this to be a magic world to some degree, she would bless some beasts with her magic while others would have none, she also wanted them to be able to get stronger by fighting and evolving, she wanted this world to be exciting and something she could have fun watching. She wanted beautiful land, vast seas and four seasons, she got so excited just before meditating, because when she would wake up her world would be created.

She did not know that there was a limit to what she could do, she had never wanted to know about her magic in depth, it was always just something she thought would always be as it was, she knew she was the first being that was made so she thought she could do anything she liked, she did not think there would be any consequences for anything she would do but that would come later.

When she woke up her world had been created. It was such a big planet, it had four moons and just as many suns. She was happy in her heart, her world was the grandest of all the world that had been created. She was very tired but she paid it no mind, she had always been tired aftur using her powers and she had used so much of it. The world had been created millions of years before she woke up. Her beasts had evolved a lot. The males grew bigger, stronger, faster more clever while the females stayed the same. All the females looked the same, they looked so much like her daughter that had not grown fully in the womb. The females looked strange compared to the males. At first the goddess was so happy, she could see her daughter in every female she saw but she was not happy that they did not evolve, they were nothing like the males, they were slow, their bodies were not right and they had a hard time communicating. The goddess tried to solve this by meditating again but no matter how often she meditated the females did not change.

The cubs evolved just like she had wanted, the male cubs evolved just like their fathers and took almost all their dna from them while the females took almost all the dna from their mother. They looked so different, like two different species but there was nothing the beast goddess could do to rectify it and she really did not want to, since she saw her daughter in every female she saw.

This world became her obsession, she watched closely and favoured some beasts more than others, some got her blessing while others got her revulsion. She had not paid attention to any other world but the one she loved, she even made the nothing into something, she made a place she called the beast garden, here her favoured beasts could rest after death and live in content and happiness but the ones that displeased her or did something wrong were given to Fenris to suffer for all eternity. For a long time this made her happy, she was the creator and she was worshipped, she was just like the gods she had once admired, she thought of herself as a kind creator that did everything for her beasts but she could not see what she had done wrong, she had doomed the males to the whim of every female. As the years grew the males grew more angry with the females, her world was changing into something she did not like very much.

Beasts were raping and killing the females, using them and them discarding them. She had made them have a strong impulse to mate, she wanted the females to be treasured and loved just like Apollo had done in the early stages of their love but everything was going wrong and her magic was failing her, for the first time in a long time she did not know what to do, there was no one to guide her or aid her, she was all alone in the something she had created from the nothing.

There are one or two chapters left, I hope you like it and I hope it now makes sense to why the males were created like they are and why the females stayed the same. Thank you all for sticking with the story I will be finishing it most likely this weekend or next week. Thank you for all the comments and likes, i would really appreciate it if you would comment and tell me what you think :) have a great week everyone