Trapped in the beastworld

Part 132 ~ Trying to fix what was broken

The goddess watched helplessly for a long time, she did not know what to do, she had tried her best to make more females and make them evolve but nothing she did made any difference. Her magic was betraying her, every time she used magic it took a greater toll on her, it was harder to control and use her magic and she grew frightened and did not know what to do.

She looked helplessly at her new world but had no idea what to change what she had made wrong. The males did not love the females the ones that made a bond with the females did not really love them they just wanted a female. All the males were miserable, they craved to breed but most could not since there were so few females around, so when they found a female most did what they could to make a bond so that they could vent their desire to produce cubs, it was so deeply rooted in their dna and they were helpless against it even if they were the strongest of the strong, they were powerless to go against not procreating.

The beast goddess had had a lot of time to grieve for her child and her husband betrayal, she wished she had seen things more clearly and never picked a playboy like Apollo as a husband. She had been blinded by his beauty and charm. He had always been a lustful god, she should have known than she could not change him.

She thought of a way to change everything back. She tried to turn back time, she wanted to go back in time to when she had first went to earth. She used everything she had to will her back but no matter what, she could not rewind time. If only she had made better choices, she might have been much happier, she might even have a big family to love and cherish but because of her obsession she had ruined her life.

She tried to will herself back to earth but she could not, she was stuck in the nothing that was now something. She had never thought she could die, she thought she was the first to draw breath and would thus live forever, even if she had lived for such a long time she did not want to die, she wanted things to stay as they were, she knew the problem laid the the females of the world she had created but she did not know how to fix it.

For a long time she just watched her world not knowing what to do, she decided to watch earth again since she had not been there nor gave it a second look after what had happened with Apollo. When she looked she saw they had evolved again, their world had changed so much and it made her excited. She was fascinated by the women so she looked at them and their lives, the longer she looked the more she thought why not bring women from that world to her new world, by that she could save her new world, this finally gave her some hope so she picked her first female. The little female human was about twenty three, she was fertile and intelligent, the goddess was sure she would bring good things to her world so she meditated to bring the female back but when she woke up the female had not endured the travel and died before ever reaching the planet.

The goddess tried not to be discouraged and tried again but it was always the same, they died before reaching the planet. She was worried why did the females not live, she had carefully selected each of them, they all were beautiful, strong, intelligent and fertile, it was everything her planet needed but every time she tried to bring them all would die.

This happened every time, the beast goddess did not understand what she was doing wrong and she could feel her powers decreasing with every tried she made, she was getting anxious and did not know what to do. She tried bringing many females at at time but that did not work either, all the poor women died before reaching her planet and when they finally made it they were just dust that was carried with the wind.

The beast goddess thought maybe she should try to pick females that were not as perfect as she liked them to be, she wanted fertile women but maybe that was the problem, she had no idea, she was growing restless and was willing to try everything to get a female from earth to her world. The last time she tried she had picked one thousand females, they were all over forty and all had some kind of problems, some had mental problems while others had physical problems, she wanted to do her best to get them to her world. She did not have much power left, she was not sure if she would be able to try again so she picked at many as she could since she felt like this was her last chance.

She meditated and snatched all the females from earth and tried her best to bring them to her world, out of one thousand females only one survived the travel and that was Alma. The goddess had no idea why she was the only one whom had survived, she was happy but still a little disappointed that she was the only one that made it and she was no prize at all, she just hoped that the males would not kill her straight away for she could do nothing to help her. She had used so much power to just get one earth woman to her planet and now she needed rest, Alma would have to take care of herself for the goddess could do nothing to help her.

Sorry for not updating earlier, there is only one chapter left and im gonna try to finish the first volume this weekend, thank you all for reading and liking my story i am very thankful, have a great day :)