Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

Cold Carer

Renji kept carrying me until we reached his container.

He then put me down, I stayed silent and just stared ahead of me.

One of his hands went into his pockets fumbling in search for his keys..I guessed.

A few seconds later his door opened and he pulled me inside.

His touch was rather careful and gentle which surprised me.

My heart was not racing anymore but it still hurt like hell.

"Make yourself at home.. You're staying here for now" Renji explained as he went to his 'kitchen'.

His words went through to me, I heard him, but I didn't react.

For some reason I just couldn't calm down.

These past few minutes terrified me.

Renji came heading towards me, holding a glass of water.

"Here drink that" he said as he held the glass towards me.

It took me a bit to react but then I glanced up at him and took it, not saying a word.

"C'mon.. You need to sit down" he put his hand on my back to push me forward a little.

His rather careful pushing made me walk towards the couch.

Once we both reached it, we sat down on it.

I took a sip of the water he gave me, then put it on a table in front of me.

My hand went to my chest, searching for my hearts, pressing against it to check my pulse.

It was way too fast, worrying me, hurting me.

It's still so fast.. Not racing but.. Too fast

It's so painful.

Why is my heart acting this way..?

I mean.. Okay that ghoul and everything that happened was horrible but it's been quite a few minutes, it should've calmed down by now..

"You won't be going to Kamii tomorrow. I need to take you to a doctor. He has to validate something for me" Renji explained.

Again, I heard him but I was lost in my thoughts so I didn't react

All I want is to have a normal life.. But I guess it has never been normal to begin with..

I just don't understand what's up. And no one really tells me who or what I am. I mean.. Obviously I'm human but like.. Something's wrong with me. So maybe I'm some weird alien and I don't even know it.

Wait.. what did he even engrave in my skin.

As I remembered the ghouls actions I slowly lifted my blood stained shirt.

A symbol.. It looks like an ancient symbol..

I can't tell what it is though..

It's so.. Frilly..

Reminds me of the infinity symbol..

Oh and a stem.. Perhaps even a flower..just without actual petals.