Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

Beautiful

"F-fine.. Then.. let's do this" I stuttered.

My body started shaking at the memories of our last check up. He didn't care about hurting me and forced me into this. His motive was clear, he wanted to hurt me back then - while Kishou was waiting next door.. He could've helped me if I had screamed for him, but back then my voice was too weak. Now I could ask for help.. But no one was here.

"It's not like you have a choice, dear. This kid is mine and therefore you have to follow my orders concerning it" he said as chuckled mischievously and headed over to the couch and opened his suitcase, revealing some instruments and even what seems to be a small monitor.

Watching him built up his stuff started making me anxious - but for once it actually looked like it'd be a proper pregnancy treatment. It didn't look too scary and so far I didn't see any needles.

"What are you going to do?" I asked, slowly approaching him to get a closer look on what exactly he was doing.

"Something I've been waiting for. It'll determine if you'll stay my slave or be a free woman" he chuckled mischievously.

Gulping hard I began to frown.

It'll determine if I'll die for good or stay alive..

My body can't handle another few years at that place..- I can't handle it.

Feeling actual fear build up inside I started scratching my arms again.

"Have you read articles about human pregnancies?"

"Not really" I admitted.

"Unfortunate.. Well, usually you should've had a lot more appointments. Ultrasounds are incredibly important and you had none so far. Today is going to be the day. We'll find out the gender, if it's doing as good as I hope it will and when your due date might be"

My frown disappeared immediately and instead my mouth opened slightly, trying to find something to say as I started scratching a little faster.

I'm going to see.. My baby? Oh god..

Knowing this was going to hurt me regardless of what will happen, I tried to prepare myself for the worst.

What if I.. - I will see it's face.. What if it's cute?

What if this kid will have features of me..?

I.. might grow feelings for it - though I shouldn't.

But.. what if it's disabled or something similar? What if he will make me abort..?

Shivers ran down my back at the thought of being forced into an abortion so late into the pregnancy.

Kanou connected the monitor and some weird looking device to a socket, making it turn on right after.

"We're ready to go. Come here and la-"

"Can I call someone over?" I interrupted him to say.

He started at me for a few seconds before looking down at his watch and then shaking his head: "Dear, time is money. You know I'm a doctor and I'm quite busy. So now come over here"