Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

Disbelief

(TW: Death, Losing)

As my memories flooded through my mind, I also started experiencing physical pain.

Strange physical pain that I hadn't exactly experienced before. It was different from all the pain I felt before.

My head was throbbing and my stomach area was aching from tremendous sharp pain. At first, it was only faint but the further my memories went, the stronger the pain got.

I was far from numb - even though that was exactly what anesthetic should do.

Instead of being in a coma alike state, I was barely even sleeping.

Thinking straight was impossible, moving any limb of my body was as well and my hearing wasn't functioning either.

Whatever was happening to me was not under my control and I had no power over it - yet I grew more and more conscious of what was going on. My brain started waking up.. But my body didn't.

It was all too similar to an actual coma, building fear within me.

Not even a groan to signal discomfort was possible - those people around me didn't know I was semi-awake, they didn't know I felt everything.

Once I finally managed to hear something again, I heard faint whispers and the sound of a beeping machine.

That was enough to let me know where exactly I was.

So.. I'm at a hospital..

Wait. But why..? Did my water break? No.. No, that'd be way too early..

Suddenly, it felt like something was torn out of me, maybe an organ, but it hurt to the point that I started panicking - even in this state. If I would've been awake, I would've screamed and probably cried my eyes out. This was something I had never experienced. It was worse than all the torture I endured, making my heart race from pain.

Maybe my unconsciousness added to the fear rising with in me gave me an illusion that this was the worst.

It sure as hell made me panic.

"Shit, we gotta hurry!" someone shouted clearly.

What happened next felt like someone wrapping a tight corset around my waist - incredibly uncomfortable especially for someone that's pregnant.

What are they doing!?

The longer this went on the more desperate I grew for answers and pain killers.. Though I couldn't take them anyway.