Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

It's Over

"What an ugly crying face"

"Why does she have such a handsome boyfriend..?"

"Typical careless pregnant woman that's regretting her stupidity"

"She should be grateful for her caring boyfriend"

"Another person that doesn't appreciate her pregnancy"

"Why is he putting up with such a monster"

Those were just a few things people said about me while we made our way to the exit. Random whispering was surrounding me, eyes were pinned on me. I wanted to hide but I couldn't. Renji had grabbed random pieces of maternity clothing while I shouted at him to hurry. All I wanted was to leave but he still got clothes for me, said it was necessary. It was shocking how well he knew me: correct size, beautiful patterns, and nice colors. However, it was not shocking that people believed I was a monster after I yelled at him to get his ass over here and to take me out of this damn mall. Was I overreacting? Maybe. But I was utterly devastated about where my life went. With each passing couple holding hands, exchanging kisses and sometimes even wearing matching rings and carrying a child on their arms, I wanted to scream. They were happy, I wasn't. They had a loving boyfriend, I didn't. They were married, I'd never be. They showered themselves with love in public, we never did and now it was too late. They didn't go through pain all their life like I did.

Once we finally reached the paying queue, my tears had dried. With my face now swollen and red, I glared at everyone passing me by and shooting me a weird glance. In my hands were the few items for my child while Renji carried all the stuff for me. He was loaded and still managed to push me but ..I didn't feel bad about that at all.

"Hello" the female cashier murmured towards me, her face grim until she saw Renji, then her face suddenly lit up, "Oh dear, let me help you."

She got up and helped him unload all my clothes onto the checkout belt. The way that young, flawless girl bent forward, totally flashing her cleavage at him, upset me further. No, I wasn't jealous. I was fed up with everyone seeing him as an angel because I was in this helpless situation and yelling at him - and they probably recognized my face. They felt bad for him or my child - not for me.

What does it take for people to stop praising him? Me wearing a sign reading "Help this guy raped and almost killed me right after". Damn it. Idiots.

"You've got a great taste, young man" she stated as she carefully brushed her hands against his arm, her eyes totally flirting with him, "Those clothes are very exquisite, nicely hugging every curve of someone's body."

"Thanks.." Renji replied, flashing her an awkward smile while she ran her fingers along her body, toying with her necklace that hung right between her two huge.. Lumps of fat.. So he'd pay attention to them.

She giggled as she started scanning the clothes.

"That's exactly what they're not supposed to do.." I grumbled as I put the clothes for my baby on top of mine.