Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

Beans

The rest of the day went by in a rush. Your nap went on for longer than it should, so you decided to spend the rest of the day cuddling in each others embrace. It all eventually turned into very gentle, passionate but slow make up sex, an idea you were not too fond of at first but gave in to after an uncountable amount of sweet nothings were whispered into your ear. You ended up melting beneath his soft caresses, not regretting that you agreed to let him proceed. In the end, it could only bring you closer, you thought while sloppy, wet kisses were exchanged. Of course he made sure to use contraception, reminding you once again of how he didn't want children.. And that you were already knocked up. Lucky for you, your pregnancy was far from visible and there was no way he could know about it. It almost ruined your mood, though. Later that night, you collapsed onto his strong chest. Your head was laying on your lovers bare chest while you almost clung onto him with your hands, not wanting to let him go. He embraced you into a loving hug, murmuring words of appreciation into your ears until you fell asleep. Unfortunately, your explicit act of love made you forget to take your medicine.

However, sleeping through an entire night was not supposed to be. Your dream was haunting even though it was far from your typical nightmare. No one died, no one got hurt - but it stressed you out. You felt stress while you were meant to have a nice rest for the upcoming day. At 6:30am you finally woke up from your dream, still positioned on Renji's chest. But just as you were about to switch positions, your morning sickness kicked in. Within moments you found yourself throwing on your love's shirt and your own underwear. It was urgent. Again, you stormed to the bathroom and had to release. This time, Renji was not quick enough to follow you - which relieved you as that meant he wouldn't ask questions about it.

After a refreshing shower, you began to look for cleaning supplies and decided to start early today. There was no use going back to bed if you had to get up every hour or so to rush to the restroom. Besides, cleaning was a good way to get everything off your mind and concentrate on how you could share the news of your pregnancy to your beloved. Only an hour later, Renji got up, joining you once he took a shower to rid all the sweat from his body and greeted you properly; with a tender good morning kiss. His presence was both reassuring and scary. You were under constant pressure as long as your pregnancy was a secret - that's why you had to let the cat out of the bag.

It all started going downhill as he suggested shopping for furniture and that he'd call a cab for both of you. All of your bags seemed to have stayed untouched, all the money you stored was inside and so were your electronic devices. So shopping was not a problem at all - and it sounded like a good idea to you.. Until you found yourself at the place and Renji began throwing one thing after the other into the cart. Even a couch was bought on the exact same day - but much to your delight, it'd be delivered to your house. But even the small objects you bought - new cups, proper cleaning supplies,.. - started weighting a lot once they were put into two bags. And then you also had a huge pot of white paint for a wall. You had to carry something, Renji couldn't do it on his own. So you did, regret following seconds after you took a bag from him. You barely made it to the cab before the dragging pain erupting from your lower abdomen became unbearable. Moments of panic followed until it all faded.. And no blood followed. Renji tried to calm you down but he didn't even know what was wrong in the first place and you couldn't bring yourself to announce it. He ended up carrying everything into your house while you sat down on the bed, feeling fatigued - but it was only 2pm. While you laid in your bed it slowly started sinking in that you managed to walk through Tokyo without being recognized.. Which was something you both completely forgot about but you were grateful for it.

A nap later you awoke with terrible hunger. The only option to had was to call Yoshimura for help. Exactly that was what Renji did, resulting in him having to share everything that happened first. It visibly brought back his disappointment in you while you could only imagine Yoshimura grinning on the other hand, saying how he knew it all along. And then Renji had to leave, ordering you to continue cleaning while he would get some food. At first you clung on to him, frantically asking if he'd leave you to which he only grunted and repeated himself. His mood did a 360°.