Traitor (Renji Yomo x Reader) [Continued in a second book!]

Bad Food

Renji fixed the door within minutes and we both went to sleep on my little student bed.

It was a little small for both of us - especially due to Renji being so broad - I had little to no space, but it was okay.

At about 10am I woke up because my room was too bright for me to continue sleeping.

Renji was still asleep though.

Wanting to make breakfast and to shower, I climbed over him carefully.

"Where're you going?" he mumbled in his sleep as he reached out for my hand, gently pulling it back towards the bed.

"I wanna shower and eat, just continue sleeping" I replied.

He hummed something and then let go of my hand.

I took that as a sign to go ahead with my plan.

Heading to my kitchen, I quickly opened the cupboard and took a slice of bread.

My fridge was pretty much empty.. So that was basically all I got to eat for now.

The slice of bread honestly tasted horrible.

Dry, old, disgusting.

Nonetheless, I ate it because I was hungry.. And it was better than eating nothing..or only eating chocolate.

Since my breakfast was quite a joke, I headed to my wardrobe real quick to get some fresh clothes, then to the shower. Normally I wouldn't lock the door but now that Renji was here and because I wasn't ready for him seeing me naked, I did lock the door.

As I began showering I started thinking about Renji and me, our kiss and basically everything that had to do with him. While I knew I was definitely feeling something for him, I had no idea if those were real feelings or feelings out of pity because I didn't remember our past. And everything went too fast for me. It had only been around a week since he told me about our past - and now I was considering if I had feelings for him. I just needed more time and I knew I had to tell him.. Even though I thought that at the same time his affection or a relationship might trigger memories. Again, I was just thinking myself into a confusing mess.

A very sick feeling in my stomach interrupted all my thinking - which might have been good but the pain was insane.

I had to leave the shower right away and before I even managed to sit down and calm myself down, I felt the need to throw up.

Luckily the toilet was very close so I didn't make a mess on the floor but it was very, very tight.

Sweat magically appeared on my forehead and I began to feel very warm.

As I tried to get up everything started shaking.

"Oh shit.." I mumbled as I held onto the sink to pull me up.

My legs were shaking and by looking into the mirror I realized that my face was completely white.

All my power was gone as well, my arms couldn't pull me up.

I was literally sitting on the ground, naked, feeling horrible, shaking.

No what the hell is going on..

After taking a few deep breaths I started feeling even worse.

It felt like my stomach was cramping up entirely.

What the hell..

The pain was intense.