In The Blink Of An Eye

Labor & Deliver

WARNING
This chapter contains strong language, murder, assult, and violence. Not suitable for anybody under the age of 18 or for people who have gone through similar situations, as it may trigger memories. Please be advised!!!

As the days went by and the time passed, I got closer and closer to my due date. I just had my 20 week anatomy scan a few weeks ago and the little man is growing perfectly. He has all ten fingers and toes, two hands and two arms. His head is a little big but so was Lilli's hehe. Thankfully she grew into it so I'm hoping he will as well. My belly is huge and I will be entering my 7th month of pregnancy in two weeks. I can't believe how fast time has flown by. It feels like just yesterday I found out that I was pregnant and now here I was preparing the apartment for his arrival. Lilli decided to share her room with her baby brother until we found a bigger place.

We love the apartment we are in but we are planning on getting a house. One because we want the kids to both have their own rooms and plus we want my dad to move in with us so we need a bigger space. Lilli loves having her grandpa around plus we could really use the extra set of hands when the baby arrives.

Just recently we found a house in the sake neighborhood where Jessy and Richy live that we absolutely fell in love with. The size is perfect and it has a huge backyard which will be amazing for the kids to run around and play. The only issue is that the house is occupied until the end of the year. We don't mind because it gives us enough time to adjust to being parents of two as well as have enough time to sell our apartment before we have to move into the house.

I've been to visit Brayden multiple times since the first time I went to see him.

Things are still very difficult between us but we are working on fixing things as much as possible. After all, I can't hate him for the rest of my life. Hating him does no good for either one of us. We were separated long enough that we both decided it was time we finally got to know each other.

I never wanted to go back to the past again!!!

March 21st...

I woke up this morning before Jake woke up and made him his favorite breakfast. I wanted to surprise him with breakfast in bed since it was a special day. Today was Jake's birthday!! I woke up feeling great even though I had a hard time falling asleep last night because it was nearly impossible to find a comfortable position to sleep. Lilli and I went yesterday and got Jake his birthday gift which I really hope he is going to love.

After I made breakfast, I walked into our bedroom and changed into sexy lingerie before I grabbed the tray with his breakfast and joined him in bed.

Thankfully Lilli's room was across the apartment and nowhere near ours because the last thing I wanted was for her to wake up and hear the things that were going on in this room. I mean not that I could do much being eight months pregnant but I could definitely try. Sex is always so much better when you're pregnant. I don't know if it was the pregnancy hormones or the fact that you can't get pregnant again so...no condom, but sex was amazing during pregnancy. A lot of women don't feel confident during pregnancy and feel embarrassed of their bodies but if I have to be honest, I feel my sexiest while I'm pregnant. Also the fact that both Evan and Jake made me feel like a complete Goddess during my pregnancies definitely helped.

I've always joked about how uncomfortable it feels telling parents that you're pregnant. It's like going up to your parents and saying "Hey mom, dad, guess what? I just had unprotected sex!"