Why am I never enough??

part 3

THE ONE AND FUCKING ONLY DEJUANE MCCOY, i started panicking not knowing what he would want but i picked up my phone to see that he followed me on insta then texted me
                           dejuane.mccoy 😛
De: hey i just wanted to text you and ask something
Y: um sure what is it
De: can you please stop staring at me in school it's a little weird
i felt my face getting red and i wanted to die from embarrassment and never come back i slowly picked up my phone and said
Y: oh yea sure i'm sorry
De: thank you
i threw my phone across the room and hid my face from embarrassment i didn't even want to go to school tomorrow and of course tomorrow is FUCKING TUESDAY i just closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep
i woke up and checked my phone it was 6:30 i had school in 30 i hurried up and got dressed

this is my outfit

with this hairstyle ^^

i hurried and grabbed my bag and took off to school i parked my car in the school parking lot and walked up to the boys i dapped then all up and we continue to walk and talk about random stuff then i saw dejuane and i covered my face thinking about yesterday
D: how come you didn't stare at dejuane as usual lmao
Y: shut the fuck up derek
M: damn what's wrong with you
K: for real you're always nicest to derek
V: did dejuane do something
Y: yes but no
M: what did he do
Y well um....
V: WELL WHAT
Y: DONT YELL well yesterday dejuane texted me and i was super happy....
D: then
Y: then i opened the message and he said "can you please stop staring at me at school it's a little weird"
i saw while use air quotes
V: wait so you're mad at derek because you basically got rejected
D&K: LMAO
Y: it's not funny i was so embarrassed
V: well then just stop staring
Y: yeah yeah
we continue walking to mr.pervy class which i had with derek mike and last but not least dejuane, we go in and take our seats and 2 minutes late dejuane walks in
T: why are you late McCoy
De: because i can be
T: do you need to go to the office
before dejuane could respond i yell out
Y: IF YOU MAKE HIM GO TO THE OFFICE ILL TELL EVERYONE WHAT YOU DID
derek and mike looked at me shocked while dejuane looked confused and the teacher look frustrated
T: just go sit McCoy
dejuane comes over next to me to take his seat
De: wait what did he do to you
i didn't even answer the question i just lifting my arm showing my wrist with the cast on it
De: wtf why didn't you tell anyone
Y: i did i told the boys
De: who's the boys
i forgot me and dejuane had two different friend groups
Y: the boys are Derek and Mike (i say pointing at Derek and Mike) and Vallyk and Kobe
De: oh well you should tell the principal he's always being a pervert to every girl he teaches
Y: sure i'll think about it

at the end of class i go to the office to tell the principal of what the teacher did, but once i tell him he says he needs video proof even though i showed him my wrist i was so fucking  pissed that i started screaming and throwing shit till i pair of familiar arms wrap around my waist pulling me away i turn around and ofc it's my bestfriend Kobe he calms me down then takes me home
Y: MOMMA IM HOME
no answer
Y: ALRIGHT THEN GOODNIGHT
i go in my room and plop on bed i doze off