Why am I never enough??

part 17

i woke up to someone banging on my door so i roll my eyes and get out of bed and answer
Y: what!!
as soon as i open the door it's dejuane, just my luck
Y: what do you want Dejuane
De: you
Y: 🙄 now you do
De: i always have i never wanted maya or the girl you caught at my house i just wanted you i always wanted you
Y: well you have a funny way of showing it
De: i know and i'm sorry
Y: are you really
De: yes i really am, you can't tell me you don't miss me because if you didn't you would've changed your phone case
Y: yea ok dejuane i do miss you but how do i know if i go back to you, you won't just cheat on me again
De: i guess you'll just have to trust me
he says with a smile that made my heart light up
Y: fine but if you mess up this time i'm done and i mean it
De: i promise i won't
i jumped up on him and kissed him like it was gonna be our last then we went and showered together and 😏 then once we got out i put on my outfit and he wore something to match

my fit ^^ we put on our fits and walked to the mall with just us holding hands the whole time just walking and talking and having fun, then i checked the time
Y: oh crap we gotta go we only have 30 minutes till the event starts
De: oh shit come on
me and dejuane take our shoes off (can't crease them) and start running back to the car while laughing the whole way there, once we finally got to the event we ran inside took our seats and put our shoes back on
⛄️: what took y'all so long
Y: sorry we were at the mall
🦖: so y'all are back together
De: yessir
me and dejuane hold hands the whole time, we answer some questions then it was time to go, tomorrow is a party for only creators and i can't wait it's gonna be so much fun, all of us go out to eat and to the pool then after me and dejuane went back to my room and fell asleep
                             ~next morning~
after i woke up i kissed dejuane who was still sleeping and went and showered and put on my outfit for the day since the party wasn't till later

^^^^ outfit
then i walk out the bathroom, and kiss dejuane again since now he's awake and i sit on the bed watching tv as dejuane showers then i hear the water cut off and he comes in the room with only a towel around his waist with water dripping down his body 🥵 he comes and sits on the bed and i walk over to him and sit on his lap facing him with one leg on each side of his waist
De: what you want bae??
i don't say anything i just grab his face and start kissing him and then it turned into a full make out now his back was against the bed and i was hovering over him with our stomachs touching and his hands on my ass, as soon as i was about to take off my shirt the door opens but instead of jumping off each other we just sit up with me still on dejaunes lap
Y: ong vallyk do you not knock
V: omg omg omg i'm so sorry i didn't expect you know to be going on
i laugh then get off dejuane and he goes back into the bathroom to finish getting ready
Y: well there goes my fun
V: i'm sorry
Y: i'm joking vallyk, there's always tonight 😏
V: omg your nasty
i playfully push his shoulder then we walk out
K: why is there water on your shirt y/n
i then remembered that dejaunes chest was wet and i put my chest on his
Y: oh crap it's from dejuane
V: yea they were about to fuck until i walked in on them
everyone was now looking at me so i slap vallyk in the back of the head
Y: you're so dead
me and vallyk sit down with everyone else just laughing and talking then dejuane finally comes out so i sit on his lap and we're just playing around, but i got bored so i purposely started moving around on dejuane causing him to groan in my ear and hold my hips
De: stop moving before i make sure you can't walk
that really shocked me so i kept still the rest of the time, we went to the arcade to play a few games before the dance and dejuane won me a life size bear

^^^^
but he carried it for me  since it was bigger than me after a while it was time for the party so we all went back to the hotel rooms to get dressed me and dejuane went to my room while everyone else went to theirs i showered and got out sitting on the bed watching Vampire Diaries then dejuane showered and he looked as fine as this morning, i checked the time and we had 2 hours and 30 minutes until the party so when he sat back down i dropped my towel and went and sat on his lap again (this is about to make me so uncomfortable and unholy) 
De: here we go again
Y: yessir
(sike use your imagination you unholy children)
after we finished we hurried under the covers then mattia came in letting us know to start getting ready then we both laugh because we almost got caught then we go and shower and get dressed

^^ that is the dress i wear with the heels while dejuane wears

^^^
once we are done we go out with everyone else and head to the party my legs are really sore but i try my best to stand once we get to the party we all start dancing to the music then gas pedal comes on so i grab dejuane and start twerking on him making sure my ass doesn't show we move to the beat then i just put my hands on my knees still shaking what my mama gave me, i back up so i'm directly on him shaking my ass, while all the girls twerk on their boyfriends as well and maya just sits down we're all just having a good time and laughing and dancing until the party is over, then we all go back to the hotel and whine down, me and dejuane go to my room and do face masks and pillow fight and watch comedy's until i fell alseep wrapped around his waist

had to rewrite it because my mom 😭🏃🏾‍♀️💨