Why am I never enough??

part 196

when y/n woke up she looked around seeing dejuane next to her so she thought it was all just a bad dream until she got up going downstairs and seeing all the food in the kitchen and some of them still in the living room she didn't even care she just went back upstairs going in the shower and while she was singing someone picked her up on put her on them so she looked at the person then she laughed and pushed them away standing back on her own feet

Y: the door boy find your way on the other side of it
Dejuane: what if i don't want to
Y: don't remember asking bye now
Dejuane: you know we should have a third baby
Y: one no and two even if we did dj is 4 so the baby would have no one to hang out with
Dejuane: well if we have one now then they can hang with julian
Y: julian was recently born so even if we had one a year from now which we aren't he would still be able to hang with julian
Dejuane: omg i want another baby
Y: that's tuff go have one with someone else cause ain't no more coming out of me
Dejuane: we'll see
Y: we sure will

y/n got out the shower drying off and getting dressed then she walked in the kids room giving them a hug and giving kj and blessing the necklace with their name on it she's had for a while then dj and kj kept asking about their gifts so y/n took them to get it but once they got home dejuane took the ps5 making y/n laugh but kj was crying so she took it from dejuane and pushed him then she walked upstairs with them and she helped kj set his game up and dj set his phone up then she sat down while they played the game and the girls watched and got on their phones and laptop then dejuane came up in the room leaning on the door frame

Dejuane: azlynn would you like a new sibling
Azlynn: YES PLEASE
Dj: nooooooo
Y: i'm with dj nooooo
Azlynn: mommy please it can be my gift
Y: no

azlynn started jumping up and down crying and i looked at dejuane giving him a death stare and all he did was laugh and walk off so i calmed azlynn down by telling her for christmas i'll give her two more gifts than anyone else so she stopped crying and sat down still mad at me though so i rolled my eyes and got up going downstairs finding dejuane and slapping him upside the head

Heather: what you hit him for
Kairi: for real
Y: i'll tell kairi cause i don't fuck with you but anyways bubs mr dumb ass that i just hit went in the room asking them if they wanted another sibling and dj said no but azlynn said yes and once i said no she started yelling, jumping and having an attitude
Kairi: have one then our kids can be best friends like me and you
Dejuane: that's what i said
Y: no the answer is no
Corey: damn you moving on already
Y: oh my bad let me cry

y/n started fake crying and corey rolled his eyes while kairi hit her laughing and she laughed with him

Kairi: you ugly as hell for that
Y: i was just trying to give him what he wanted shit he should've been specific
Dejuane: alright so yes to having a baby
Y: no the answer is definitely no
Dejuane: watch
Y: yea watch

they kept talking with everyone until the ones that usually don't stay there finally left so y/n got up yawning going in her room laying down while rolling back and forth trying to fall asleep then she heard the door opening so she faces in the direction of the door

Y: what do you want
Dejuane: i can hear you moving around
Y: get..out..now
Dejuane: n..o face ass
Y: oh Lord leave me alone dejuane
Dejuane: then say yes
Y: no the answer is no fuck you i don't want no other baby and we aren't having another baby so bye bye
Dejuane: ok whatever helps you sleep at night

y/n rolled her eyes then got up turning on the tv and watching whatever came on as the shows were playing she was on her phone texting people and making them laugh while they made her laugh also she even texted old friends like hailey and many other people then she turned her phone off and went in the shower then she sat on the bed with a towel wrapped around her just sitting there zoned out looking at the tv then dejuane walked in with only shorts on

Dejuane: this must be a sign
Y: it's not
Dejuane: it is
Y: no so stop walking to me
Dejuane: only if i cared
Y: get away

dejuane came and hovered over y/n while she curled in a ball laughing

Y: stop kissing me
Dejuane: yelling isn't going to help sweet heart
Y: giving me very much pervert vibes
Dejuane: damn you know they say it be like that sometimes
Y: so you get called a pervert regularly shouldn't that be concerning to you
Dejuane: no and you know that's not what i meant
Y: that's what they all say
Dejuane: anyways back to what i was doing
Y: nooo get away

after dejuane pestering y/n for several minutes she gave while they were upstairs having fun the others were downstairs sitting around

Melissa: do y'all think i can have corey now
Angel: you are so desperate
Melissa: how
Robert: he just cheated on y/n and she's way prettier than you so what do you think he's gonna do to you
Melissa: whatever if i can't get corey i'll take dejuane
Robert: you're a clown sweetie

when no one tells me they wanted me to post the chapter to my new book 🥲